Can I rant here muna?

[currently listenin to: Katy Perry]

I love BALLET talaga.
Hehe

Unfortunately, my parents think otherwise.
I mean, ayaw na nilang akong pasayawin.

MABABALIW ako pag tinanggal sakin toh.
This is something that completes my life. Something that truly makes me happy. Something that I can't really live without.

I wanna correct what I talked about with my teacher. HE is not entirely the reason.

When I was making this deal with my dad kasi, he told me things that really HURT.

I told him na there's a chance that my scholarship might be affected. He answered, "Mas gusto ko nga na matanggal na yan e. Wala na akong pakialam sa scholarship mo."

And that really HURTS. This is very important to me. And I'm just really sad that my parents don't support me anymore.

He told me na he never thought that this was gonna be part of my life. Akala niya lang daw, passion ko lang toh, and nothing else.

I still think that school is important, of course. Kaya nga hindi ako nakapagworkshop e, kasi inuna ko na toh. Hindi pa rin niya maappreciate. MASAKIT talaga.

I finally found something that I really want to do. I might not be the best in it, but I work hard for it.

Ang selfish ko daw. Well... I can see there point. Pero hindi rin ba sila nangarap? Didn't he have dreams for himself?? I should think about the future daw, sa mga magiging anak ko?! E hellow?! I'm still young, damnit!! I don't want REGRETS talaga. Saying someday "Ay sana ginawa ko toh.."

Db??...kailangan ko lang talagang ilabas. Ito lang output ko. Wala naman kasi akong makausap dito (angLOSER)..

Isa pa. Lahat ng mga kasabay ko. Umusad na. Nauna na. As in BOOM!
This gave me the drive to work even HARDER. I wanna catch up somehow. Hehe

Little Secrets (Grabbed from Armand)

[currently listenin to: Pussycat Dolls]

GRABBED from ARMAND.

LITTLE SECRETS

1.Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
-they already ARE. haha
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2.If you could cuddle with anyone right now, who would you pick?
- xempre kay ... (anlandi ko grabeh. haha)
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3.Person you last sent a text to?
-Kay Arnulfo BM
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4.What's irritating you right now?
- ayaw akong payagang manood ng recital. Leche.
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5.How many kids do you want?
-2-3??
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6.What were you up to at 11pm last night?
-just texting :))
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7.What happened at 10:00 am today?
-just woke up. Haha
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8.How many hours did you sleep last night?
-di ko na maremember e.
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9.Does anyone call you baby?
- No. Eeew. (I don't want anybody calling me "baby")
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10.Did you hug anyone today?
-it was kind of a hug, i guess. haha
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11.Are you in a good mood?
- medyo. (so-so)
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12.Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- Kayna Kuya Alfren...hehe
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13.What are you listening to?
- Jai Ho!! HAHA
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14.Do you love someone right now?
- yeah. :D
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15.Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
- :))))
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16.Do you wear eye-glasses?
- no? but i have glasses...hehe
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17.Are you there for your friends?
- DUH.
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18.Do you get along w/ girls?
-i think i do. haha
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19.Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?
-hell no.
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20.Are you a forgiving person?
- depends on the situation, pre.
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21.How is life going for you right now?
-happy na hindi. (so-so pa rin)
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22.Do you believe what goes around comes around?
- medyo.?
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23.Who was the last person you ate with?
-la familia.
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24.When was the last time you saw your dad?
- kanina lang.
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25.Are you mad about anything?
- HELL YEAH!!
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26.Do you miss anyone?
- SOBRA.
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27.What was the last thing you did?
- I ate ice cream with loooots of chocolate chips. Hehe
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28.Do you hate being alone?
- Minsan oo, minsan carry lang. haha
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29.Do you drink more water or juice?
-WATER
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31.When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
-that night...
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32.Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
-SOBRAAA!!
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33.Is there someone you will never forget?
-siyempre.
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34.Where’s the girl/guy you love right now?
- nasa computer shop ata. Hahaha
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35.Do you like waking up in the morning to find that you have new texts?
-Of course. My phone is the first thing I grab when I wake up in the morning. :))
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36.Are you a morning person or a night person?
- Hmmm...????
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38.Can you keep a secret?
-Siyempre.
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39.Are you open with your feelings to people?
-I am.
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40.What are you thinking right now?
-What I have to do for THEM to let me watch...
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41.Does your profile song have any significance?
-Profile what??
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42.Do you have trouble deleting your text messages?
- yeah. Some are just too special to delete. Ahahaha

Another Dep Exam?? Ugh.

[currently listenin to: Same Same]

Ewww. Chem 31 (Organic Chemistry)
DepEx na naman bukas!! (at hindi pa ako nakakapag-aral ni isa!!) haha

I already flunked the first one!! Ahaha
Kasi naman noh! Dalawa lang ang napasukan kong klase dun noong first exam (because of all the registration shit)....so hindi na talaga ako nagulat. Pero at least nka 45% pa rin ako considering na 2 lang ang napasukan ko. Yung iba kasi araw-araw pumapasok, mas mababa pa ang nakuha. Woohoo!

Galing ko talagang tsumamba sa panghuhula!!! Hahahaha

E yung ngayon kaya? Wala pa rin akong naintindihan sa mga tinuturo niya.
Ano pa naman ako, pag hindi ko na maintindihan yung sinasabi ng prof, hindi na talaga ako nakikinig coz wala na talagang pumapasok.

Tapos tuwing lec pa...super distracted ako. Hahaha. Kakagaling ko lang kasi sa BM before class. Kaya puro ballet pa rin nasa utak ko.

Hahaha. Hellow?! Pati logo ng BM nasa notes ko e. Hahahaha

Puro DOODLES!! (obvious ba?) Hahaha. Minsan puro pangalan pa ni ...ehem.. yung nasa notes ko. Panu ka kaya makakapagconcentrate nyan?! Ahahaha

Haaaay. I miss ballet na. (kahit na medyo nakakapag-class pa rin ako) Iba pa rin e. Outsider pa rin ang feeling ko dun ngayon. Haaay.

GUSTO KO NANG MATAPOS TONG SUMMER NA TOH!!!