amAzing!!

galing ng opening ng 23rd SEA games na dito hinohold sa philippines.....!!....our country is hosting this amAzing event and currently we are on the lead!!! Woooooh!! go Philippines!!! In the opening, Mikee Cojuanco-Jaworski was our flag bearer and she led in the taking of the oath of the athletes. The lighting of the torch was first begun by an equestrienne, Toni Leviste and then the torch was passed on to a participating athlete in Taekwondo, (sorry I forgot the name). Julia Abueva sung the SEA Games 2005 theme song composed by Jose mari Chan. The San Miguel Philharmonic Orchestra anf the San Miguel Master Chorale was also there under the baton of Maestro (the supah genius!) Ryan Cayabyab. I am personally waiting for events like Wushu and Gymnastics and I supah excited about it!! The Philippines currently has the most number of medals most of which are gold!! Just keep it up Philippines and aim for the GOLD!!

aYaYayAyAy!!! juiceko! nicanor! umayos ka!!

well.....ala lng....ktxt ko lng tong lokong toh (jke!!) and he's lyk talkin about his luv lyf na inumpisahan at pinilit ko nmn and now he is FREAKIN me out!!!! Eewwww tlaga (hey if you ever see this belat na lng...XD)[am i lyk too evil??......nah!]...sppose not!...Langya tlaga yun!! CHAMPION!! First Place nga!! D pa magpapatalo!! go 4 it! serge!....haay nko...sarap sipain.....ehehe.....bzta bait yun [daw!] tsaka lging nagrereply [aay! salamat] But he is still FREAKIN me out!! okei.....4ever nang nkatatak itong stuff na toh sa ulo ko....not good!! Well.....he is da only one from csa na nagttxt and nakikipagcommunicate pa rin sakin....(few pipol hu still knws im alive)...kya d ako msyadong nagrereklamo........pero really....he FREAKED me out!! Kakakilabot....traumatizing even!!!!!! ......aaaarrggh.....look at wat he has done....its permanently imprinted in mah head!!! well.....even so......i really mizs dem na....so tagal ko na silang d nakikita.......aaaaaaaw.....those days....(although....dun ko na-xperience ang pnakaembarassing moments ko...actually dun lng ako nka xperience ng embarassing momentz....)....pero i misz mah frends there hu were really nice.....


dedicated to SERGE NICANOR VENDERO, Freshman sa Colegio San Agustin Makati na ktxt ko ryt now at d mkapaniwala na nilagay ko sya rito at nangungulet pa rin....tanong ng tanong abt dis.....(haba nmn ng description)

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y is lyf lyk dis for me?? It is being really really unfair to me. I am hurt, mistreated, untrusted, unwanted, rejected, alone and confused. Why does it have to be me?? I don't know what to do already. It's the first time such thing ever happened to me and I'm experiencing it now.....and I know now that it really hurts. I'm sentimenting (yacki!!)....my feelings (juiceko!!)....I just can't figure it out. I don't even know why I'm feeling this way....but that's life. And I really know and accept NOW that I am like that (o so so sad). Thank God for the VERY few people who are still there.....making me surprised they're still talkin to me. My so-called "best [beast]frend" has hurt me, backstabbed me, and I'm not even sure if that person is aware of the thing he/she is doin to me. Another thing....(???)...which Im not really supposed to mention here....I have been realy really hurt.......so unsure and yet soooooooooo painful....okei....maybe not THAt painful....but still pretty painful. It's just that now.....it's easier to breathe, knowing that I shared my feelings out to someone who is a living soul....make that two living souls. At this very moment...I no longer have the feeling that I used to have....I am now...simply...annoyed. And yet sometimes you can't stop the fact that there will be times that you will just wish that both of them will drop dead at that very minute (am I thinking too evilly??.....o well) Lesson learned is wag laging umasa....cauz if it turns out that you are sooooo wrong....you'll just get really hurt which is not really sumthin anyone will like to feel.

Have you ever felt that you are so alone? Have you ever experienced being out-of-place in every conferende you have with your "friend"? Well....that person who had it all is none other than me. I don't feel that I'm liked by anyone cause I don't have anyone. Don't have a person to talk to when you need someone to confide with, no shoulder to lean or cry on, no one to trust dearly....yun lng.....bsta nobody. Thinking why I'm saying all this?? That I'm being over-reacting?? No.....a big NO to that because nobidy knows what I feel. Nobody has every reached this point of breakdown in her life. (Goh...I really feel like crying......NAH!!) Ayun lng....more to come.....

wOw!!...ala lng...mAh fiRsT pOst tHis noVemBer...

Hmmmm.....tpos na pla yng birthday ko...look! im already fourteen!!! ala lng.....so what?! wats d big deal??....ala lng tlaga.....ei...i hav pics of very weird members of a group in II-Pasteur called "BACON" and i just wanna share it here (ehehehe......laughs evilly...hihihi)...sarap nga pla ng handa ko nng bday ko....i had 'bibingkang itlog' (soooooo tasty....made of bugok na egg ^_^), i had mah favorite kind of red sauce na spaghetti...yng tuna ^_^ .....i also had a cake.....and i still want d bibingka....^_^...well....yng iba ko nga lng frends sa csa....they hav 4gotten abt dat day....buti pa c magsombol db?? sa makSci nmn....yng ibng klasm8 ko last year...dinaandaanan na lng ako.....cge....ganyanan na!!......okei....anyweiyzz....ayus lng yun. oooooh! i hav tickets na nga pla for the most anticipated movie of the year....Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire....^_^....so excited na......o?! cge na eto na yng mga pics (mwahahahahahahaha!!!!......)


hehe....ang cute ni clarisse dto ^_^

cna phil young tsaka c ewan....^_^