Can I rant here muna?

[currently listenin to: Katy Perry]

I love BALLET talaga.
Hehe

Unfortunately, my parents think otherwise.
I mean, ayaw na nilang akong pasayawin.

MABABALIW ako pag tinanggal sakin toh.
This is something that completes my life. Something that truly makes me happy. Something that I can't really live without.

I wanna correct what I talked about with my teacher. HE is not entirely the reason.

When I was making this deal with my dad kasi, he told me things that really HURT.

I told him na there's a chance that my scholarship might be affected. He answered, "Mas gusto ko nga na matanggal na yan e. Wala na akong pakialam sa scholarship mo."

And that really HURTS. This is very important to me. And I'm just really sad that my parents don't support me anymore.

He told me na he never thought that this was gonna be part of my life. Akala niya lang daw, passion ko lang toh, and nothing else.

I still think that school is important, of course. Kaya nga hindi ako nakapagworkshop e, kasi inuna ko na toh. Hindi pa rin niya maappreciate. MASAKIT talaga.

I finally found something that I really want to do. I might not be the best in it, but I work hard for it.

Ang selfish ko daw. Well... I can see there point. Pero hindi rin ba sila nangarap? Didn't he have dreams for himself?? I should think about the future daw, sa mga magiging anak ko?! E hellow?! I'm still young, damnit!! I don't want REGRETS talaga. Saying someday "Ay sana ginawa ko toh.."

Db??...kailangan ko lang talagang ilabas. Ito lang output ko. Wala naman kasi akong makausap dito (angLOSER)..

Isa pa. Lahat ng mga kasabay ko. Umusad na. Nauna na. As in BOOM!
This gave me the drive to work even HARDER. I wanna catch up somehow. Hehe