I feel sooo bad...

sigh...
I feel so guilty.....really I am...

Knina ksi.....ang daming activities....as in...
and one of those was yng sa Chem...

Our group really had a hard time putting the stuff together kasi.....we were like...yah...confused.
And honestly speaking.....I was not really much of a help....

I really do not know what to do...even after realizing our mistakes.....and alam ko na the least I can do was to stay with my group and be with them.....

and great.....
I DIDN'T.

Stupid Friday.....Stupid Time......
Actually I can't really get mad at those.....but really....I like to hit my head with a hard bound book right now...

Add to that....

I am a Friday Cleaner........

and I DID NOT clean.

why??? why??!! why?!!!!

I dunno.

Now.....I feel really bad.....wala na nga akong naitulong ako pa yung nagmamadaling umuwi....
Wanna say....
to my groupmates in Chem... (Aimes, Lovely, Ehmghee, Misaki, Gerhard and Christine)

I'M SOORRY!!!!!!!

huhuhuhuuhuhu.....I let my group down and hindi ako matatahimik pag alam kong iniwan ko ang sarili kong ganito......
sigh.....first activity pa naman......

AND I'M TURNING INTO THE KIND OF PERSON I DESPISE.

Kaya ayoko pag Friday....parents ko ang sumusundo sa akin.....and they're like all grumpy about the time....
palaging..."hoy! lam mo bang kanina pa kami naghihintay sayo.....pagod na pagod na kami.....hindi mo ba alam ang oras.....blah..blah..blah..."

I get that every freakin Friday.....

e pano pg may important stuff like this.....
aaaaaarrrgh!!! naiinis ako sa sarili ko!!!!

anong magagawa ko to make up for this......bhla na....bsta I will....

I know for some this is not a big deal.....but to me...it is...dahil alam ko kng ano ang nararamdaman ng iba....I actually imagine that I'm in THEIR place....ganon lng yon....

And when I do.....its not a pretty thing to see.....really.
Watch my life slowly make-sabog!!.................or not.

Welcoming SY 2006-2007 (?)

Okei....pasukan na naman.....and guess what?? I already a junior! (eeew!! ang tanda ko na!!! huhuhuhu....)

Section ko this year is III-Becquerel or III-A....whatever you want to call it......
And goodness.....it has been one week and wala pa rin akong tulog!!!

HELP!!

The following are the pipol na malapit ko nng mka-grandslam....hehe:
JM
Lovely H.
Sarah

ala lng....it has been 3 years and magkakasama pa rin kami......o db??
wait!
Let's take a moment to pose.... (to be followed by a really unsignificant vain pic)

tignan nyo naman....wala nkong maipakita na mata because of all the puyat......hehe...ala lng..

actually.....my dad gave me his really retro (gabby concepcion in the 70's look) Ray-Ban Aviator Sunglasses.....whew! I actually like Aviator glasses....just not this retro...okei??! But it looks cool....I think.

Anyhoo...

Grabeh...one week pa lng and feeling ko ang tagal tagal na.....bka naninibago lang ako or sumthin.....its just that I really need SLEEP right now....

Sa classmates ala nman akong problema except for a couple of unwanted pipol....pasok kyo sa room nmin at malalaman nyo......sigh....

Another guess what! Ang ballerina population ng MakSci ay nag-double....hehe....who cares? I do.

Kng last year ay kami lng ni Maclan ang nandun ngyn sa first year 2 pa. Another Maclan..si Portia (see pics below) and si Tin-Tin.....(from CSA)...actually nkasama ko sya sa AmAnakIna sa I'm acquainted with her or sumthin.....wala lng....just sumthin for everyone to know....even if you don't really care.....

Speaking of which....for ???.....haha!!! You just don't really care (making you a lot amusing.....anyhoo)

Getting to Know Me from A-Z

A - Age: 14

B - Band listening to right now: The Isley Brothers??

C - Career: Medicine (doctor ha...)

D - Drink or smoke: neither?.....or drink?? mwahahahaha!!!....joke lng..

E - Easiest person/s to talk to: myself

F - Favorite song/s at the moment: Round and Round....hmmMm....the stuff from my Jazz CD..haha!!...Mas que Nada...Sitti's version...

G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Gummy Beorms??

J - Junk foods you like: Lays, PikNik, Coke.....blah..blah..blah..

L - Longest car ride ever: to Pangasinan!!...haaay...

M - My favorite Sport/s: Swimming??

N - Number of relationships you've had: 0

O - One wish you have: continue ballet to be a soloist....mwahahaha!!!

P - Phobias: Insects (anything with more than 4 legs)

Q - Favorite Quote: "Erikaaaaaa!!! Yng mga kalat moooooo!!!!" (aaah...music to my ears)

R - Reason to smile: I'm gonna dance na....

S- Song: The Highways of My Life

T- Time you woke up: 7:30-ish??

U - Unknown fact about you: When I'm alone in the kitchen...I pretend I'm in my own cooking show!!! haha!!!.....

V - Vegetable/fruit you hate: Ampalaya

W - Worst habit: I unconsciously raise my eyebrows making my eyes bulge!!!

X - X-rays you've had: a few??

Y- Yummy food/s: Mango Crepe from Pancake House, spicy stuff...the ham and sausages from Santi's), chocolate!!

Z- Zodiac sign: Scorpio

Aguinaldo Fest (The Show)

haha!! The day finally came....[nooo!!!.....after the day...it will be all over...I don't want that!!]

2:00 dapat nandun na so I left early...hehe.....It was like the day before but only better.

Nung dumating na yng hour na magreready na...with the make-up and everything......haha...ala lng.....

so ayun....

I did not feel any nervousness or anything.....I actually felt excited!!!

The first dance I was in was the Do-Re-Mi group...yng Fun In Dance.....hehe....I just got those pics from the souvenir programme so don't expect quality pics....I took them with a camera phone..that's all......

standing from left to right: Bea, Erika, Portia & Patrizia
kneeling from left to right: Isabella, Bea, Ivanna, Czarisse

The second one was the dance on pointes...."Arrivez au Pointe"...I really like that dance.......and the music too...hehe....and the costumes......basta...

haha....thanks to Ms. Vella Damian!!

The next ballet classes will be on June10 pa...nakakamiss na agad........I miss you all...ballet pipol!!!!! ahihihi............

Aguinaldo Fest (General Rehearsal)

haay....tapos na rin ang Aguinaldo Fest....but I'm kinda sad that it ended already.....I didn't want it to end....I want to do lots and lots of performances......but like everything else......it has to end eventually....and it did.

Performing is really fun. The Performing Arts Festival 2006 was my first show since six years ago...so that was really a long time ago.

haha...let me tell you all about it....May30 was the date of the show so naturally May29 was the General Rehearsal chuvah....
It was my first time in the AFP Theater...so going to Camp Aguanaldo.......WE GOT FREAKIN LOST!!

Umabot kami sa Ramon Magsaysay HS (cubao) or sumthin.....as in inikot namin ang buong Edsa...my gulay!!!
When finally umabot kami sa Camp Aguinaldo...hindi rin namin mahanap ang AFP Theater so.....inikot namin (ni Kuya Jerry) ang buong Camp Aguinaldo!!!....another "oh! my gulay!!!"

ahihi........so after making libot to the whole place....I finally got there....very relieved that I was actually on time. (buti na lang umalis kami ng maaga)

Sooo....iniwan na ako dun...all alone with lots of food na baon (may malaking lunch box nga ako e...hehe...)

The whole rehearsal thing was fine....

Yung final run nng araw na yon was the chance to like video the whole show....but dahil sa wala akong kasama.....no video...(sayang yng hiniram kng videocam kay Tita Chona)

I did my own make-up (which was, thank God, fine....didn't look like a monster or sumthin) and I took care of myself for that day......wishing that it will never end...

to be continued.....

wOw to the costumes!!

woohoo!! We had our pictorial last Monday....May22...
This is my first time to perform on pointes so.....everything's special....like costume anyway..

The costume for the Do-Re-Mi was the ones used in the last performance....the ones used in the Praise Concert.....I just borrowed Ate Em's costume so I get to dance too...

Our group gets the green ones.....okei enough about that...

The costumes we're dancing in for the "Arrivez au Pointe" is really pretty.....
It's not finished yet so there's much more to see...

I can't describe them by word (cause I don't really know how to describe that's why) so I'm just gonna show pictures...

***If I look really freaky that day.....make-up courtesy of my mom...hehe....jowking only!!
o well.....here goes...

Pics courtesy of Bea Obcena....

Mind you (pipol of MakSci na trip mangasar)....my pointe shoes are there......kanina pa ksi tpos yng shoot nmin so tinanggal na namin (duh!).......ayun yung pointes shoes ko....over there...

I know how your (some pipol from MakSci) minds work so......ala kayong masasabi.....

mwahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!

......

sori......just drank a tall glass of mango shake in one gulp so......my brain's still kinda frozen....

VCD School of Ballet.....Part2

Soooo kahit na alam mo nang ang lagkit lagkit mo na sa pawis at nanginginig-nginig na ang mga binti mo sa pagod.....SOBRANG SAYA PA RIN!!!

I dunno....pero iba talaga ang saya dito kayna Ms. Damian...hehe...I mean..the pipol you meet and spend time with....

heck!?! I spent most of my summer here...excluding the times na nakahilata lang ako sa bahay. I did no other activity but this....honestly.

Speaking of pagod...mas grabeh siya pagkatapos ng pointe classes....kasi masakit talaga sa paa...
Sa mga taong hindi nagbaballet......HINDI NIYO MAIIMAGINE ANG FEELING.

Sigh....it's nice...listenin to DEPAPEPE while writing/typing this post.....hehe...
Title is "TIME"...sigh...so relaxing.....

Pics?? Ba't di mo sinabi...I have more here....Oh! if you want to see the rest of the pics...dito sya nakalagay sa Yahoo Photo Album ko: My VCD Album

Vella C. Damian School of Ballet

Let's look at a day in a life of a ballet student at VCD School of Ballet. Any day there is enjoyable and exhausting. Sooooo........

Well....I prepare an hour before leaving the house....my class is at 3pm so I take a shower at 12:30 so I could leave on or before 1:30.....I always want to be at least 30 mins. early for class sooo.....I do that....yun na yon.

I travel an hour to Quezon City from Parañaque....usually while waiting..I just sleep or listen to the radio and more often....nakatunganga lang ako.

When I arrive at Mayon...I take of my clothes (the ones I'm wearing on top of my leotard) and then I wait...again.

I socialize at this point (while waiting for class to start)....and what other stuff to do than this....

[click on the pic na lang for a larger version]

wehehe....let's see...

sa first pic....

bea, czarisse, ivanna, ellyce, eka and bea

next pic....

okei...same pipol...nag-iba lang ang positions..

third pic...

si Ate em yng nsa pinaka-left....

So this summer, may Dance Festival thingy....and guess what??!?........I'M ACTUALLY PART OF IT!!!

hehe....yay! for me....I'm gonna be on the dance on pointes.......

I still don't know what I'm gonna dance as of now....I'll find out sooner or later...

Syempre sa lahat ng groups.....may mga...I dunno what you call them...pero....etoh!

hehe...ang napakagulong duo nina ian at louie!!!...hehe...si ian yng mas matangkad...si louie nman yng mas cute....hehe....

I personally like the third pic.....hehe..pacute??!

to be continued........

DEPAPEPE

waaaaaaaaaaah!!!

i love 'em...i love 'em....i love 'em!!!!!!

MU-HA-HA-HA-HA ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Depapepe.....they-are-so-???
I don't even have a word to describe them....

rarrRr....superr galing mag-guitar....

and watyaknow??!?! THEY'RE JAPANESE!!!!

MU-HA-HA-HA-HA ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Being the anime adik that I am..I first heard them on Animax Musix....(sp??)...wehehe....and I fell in love with them ever since.....^_^

Grabeh...etoh ang level ng pag-gigitara na hindi maaabutan ng mga wannabe kong mga skul mates.....(hey...I'm not referring to anybody.....hmmMm...)

I will kiss that schoolmate of mine if he/she ever plays like them. But sadly I will do that to no one cauze hindi talaga nila maaabutan ang level ng Depapepe.....

Say it with meh now....

MU-HA-HA-HA-HA ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Take that!! you pipol!!! (hmmMm....hu am I referring to??)

I dunno....there's like an epidemic going on around......everybody wants to learn how to play the freakin guitar??!?!

Like what is up with that??!

I actually really like listenin to it.....but knowing that EVERYBODY wants to learn the freakin thing...takes all the essence out of it....not soooo special anymore, is it??

I can think of absolutely NO ONE that doesn't want to be involved with playing the freakin instrument other than myself........

o well!! Let them be...at least they're happy.....

anyhoo...!!!! you gotta listen to Depapepe......only music....usually no words.....and they ROCK!! For starters...try listenin to START or SUMMER PARADE...wehehe.....bsta!!

And! oo nga pla!!.....

I finally got an approved!!

Technically that approved only came from my mom and my dad doesn't want anything to do with it.....wOw...now that's supportive....heck!

o well!!!

keep shmilin'!!!! ^_^

MODERN dance class....

like WOW!!!!

pipol who go through that are amazing!!!

I attended the Modern Dance class last Friday....taught by Mr. B. Larlar....the guy who was with Melanie Motus who were both given the dance scholarship or sumthin...

wehehe....it was like so hard.

I just made things/stuff clear....

the dancing stuff that pipol do in school like the Pussycat Dolls or the B.E.P. stuff is practically not Modern Dance....its more of Hip Hop....(someone correct me if I'm wrong)

Modern dance is more of the Martha Graham and Isadora Duncan stuff....the one's with the "CONTRACT"& "PRETZEL" kind of moves.....so believe me...the next time we dance something in school....I will not call it Modern Dance...because the real stuff is sooooooo different from that. Its actually Hip Hop. Pipol don't really use the term Hip Hop now HERE cause its sounds sooo.....

anyhoo....

really...believe me...Modern Dance is sooooo much different from what most of you pipol know. The dances that my friends like Bea, Chole and Maiko do is not basically Modern Dance....I don't see them contracting and doing pretzels ya know....

And from that one class that I took....all my muscles are still soooo SORE....

If you want to know more of what I'm actually talking about....try to contact me...and if we see each other...I'll even demonstrate some moves to you. The one with the quadruplets....passe...pretzel....the horse thing.....then jete-like steps.....

REALLY BELIEVE ME.....MODERN DANCE IS DIFFERENT

So Bea...hehe...if you're reading this......IT ^^ IS SOOOOO TRUE.

Still a NO

Okei...maybe I was TOO determined.....

I still got a NO......

Parang wala na akong magagawa e

o well.....just shmile....^_^

Saklolo!!

waaaaah!!! I'm really in a freakin bad mood right now!!! Aaaaaaarrrgh!!!!

It's like my opportunity to dance/perform......and he doesn't even let me??!! That's not nice....
It's like freakin summer!!! for cryin out loud!!?!?! RarrRrr tlga....

Must....not...let...this...get...to me.....Must....keep...on...trying......aaaarrrgh!!

Somebody help me convince my dad to let me dance this May30....pwetty pleeeease....
NO!! I will not fail!!! He's gonna let me dance or I'll die trying!! RarrRr!!!

Okei...I'm doing the happy dance....doing the happy dance......still doing the happy dance...


AND SHMILE ! ! ! ÜÜÜÜÜ....^_^

I mean I should be given the chance to perform, right??
I did do well in the exams
and I really love what I do...

I even have a sponsor (my grandpa...hehe) for my freakin costume and other stuff....

I'm even willing to commute all the way where I'm going.....

What more can I do???
There's another reason that I'm not sayiing here by the way.

Basta!!! RarrRr talaga!!

Anyweiyzz.....
And db mas maganda habang wala pang pasok??? Right??

Anyhoo.....
ngayon pa lang...excited nako!!! And di pa nga ako binibigyan ng permission e....hehe....

Let's hope for an APPROVED.....^_^

Obsession for feet

rarrRr...!!!

guess I can't help it...

I'm a little bit obsessed with it...

ever since.....

school projects, personal possessions and other stuff have it...

FEET.

forg0t to menti0n......

wehehe....

I GOT A 'DISTINCTION' ! ! ! !

hehehe.....three pipole in Level 1 got this out of I-dunno-number of pipol....hehe....wala lng! This actually means a lot to me....

Just wanna share my joy and hapiness to all of you......wehehe...^_^

yOucH ! ! ! !

haha...!!!

I have been through my first ever pointe classes!!!

haha...!!!!

gagi..!!! IT REALLY HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!

Its really like your feet is "naiipit-sa-napakalaki-at-napakabigat-na-bakal".......really.

When you stand on pointe you feel like that and you also feel the throbbing on your toes.....

sigh!!.....

anyhoo....

I'M HAPPY ! ! !

so who the hell cares if your committing like serious murder to your feet????!
at least I'm happy.....

sigh........

sorry about that....guess I'm a little bit 'high' cauze of too much caffeine.....

ANYHOooOOoO!!!!!

Even after all this....feels good ya knw....knowing that you worked hard for this...knowing that your shoes are Grishko with a HARD SHANK...and then you broke it in pretty well for your first class....

That's actually a big thing for me....

I can go completely on demi-pointe with it and the shank actually bend a liiiiiittle bit......

soooooooo WALA LNG!!! ^_^

woohoo!!! new pointe shoes!!!

hey pipol!!!!

told yah I'm gonna be on pointe this summer...^_^

hehehe......I got a Grishko 2007 which is 4 1/2 XXX with a Hard shank....whoo!!....haha!!! AND DAMN! IT HURTS!!.........o well.....who cares?? I'M HAPPY....^_^

I bought it from That's D Pointe in Metrowalk, Pasig.....ya know wat.....I actually bought the pair last Saturday..I got the same Grishkos but it was 5 1/2 before I took it to class last Tuesday..I already knew that it was too big...and boy was I RIGHT!!....

Ms. Damian told me to return it and have it exchanged cause it was way too big so I did on Wednesday.

So I got the 4 1/2's then.

Thursday (yesterday), I brought it again...so I can have it sewn for me or ask how to sew it anyway. It got an approved from my teacher so everybody was happy (yay me!)

In our class, only two people have Grishkos, me and Bea...whoo!!!...everybody was wearing Capezio...anyhoo....ya know how much toe pads (Ouch Pouch Jr.) cost???

A WHOPPING P1500!!!!!

How about the Bunion Busters??

ANOTHER WHOPPING P800!!!

whoo!!!

Muntik nang himatayin ang nanay ko.....but she said it's better to have a lot of protection....anyhoo..

I have just sewn my ribbons and elastics....actually mom sew the ribbons I sew the elastics.....anyhoo....

hehe....It was the first time I got to wear pointe shoes with ribbons last night!! Anyhoo...no biggie...

Just hopin that I could still walk after tomorrow...that's all...hehe...the first two classes were really exhausting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MEAN REALLLLLLLLY EXHAUSTING (and confusing too....???)

wehehe.....sa ACB exams....

wooohooo!!! da exams are over! As I lazily sit on this chair in fron of mah computer...I reminisce...

sa St. Paul's College Pasig (sp?) kmi nagexam sa ACB (Australian Conservatoire of Ballet). This pic right here is of the Level 1 Group 3 which consist of (from left to right) Adelyn, Bea, Marge, moi and Ate Em.

Christine Walsh herself was the examiner....I am here right now...waiting for the results of this freakin test. Tatlong araw na lng....what if I failed??? What if....

RarrRr......this goes on and on....

Add to that......

I just bought my first pair of pointe shoes!!!!!

I got a Grishko......mwahahahahahaha!!!! I'm a 5 1/2.....bka nga lng mareject ni Ms. Damian....it may not fit me well or sumthin....anyhoo.....I felt really good while fitting....and my gash......was I happy!!! Muntik na nga lng himatayin ang nanay ko knina cauze its like superrrrr mahal!!!! Hope for the best!! Excited na ako sa April 18......

kiLLin mE sOftLy....ehehe.....

wooohoooo!!! the exam is tomorrow na!!! mwahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! ala na....nawawala na ako sa sarili ko......its gonna be Christine Walsh herself....mwahahahahahahaha!!!...choke....

Anyhoo.....

I just wanna share this......

After the second venur rehearsals at St. Paul's (Pasig), Ms. Damian kinda talked to me......
She said. "You have to be on pointe this summer. You go buy na your pointe shoes...can you attend three time a week?"
I said, "yeah.."

Whoo!! When I heard those words from my teacher...I was like soooooooooo superrrrr happy!!

(sing-song voice) I'm gonna be on pointe!! I'm gonna be on pointe! She's telling me to buy na...Ha...Ha..Haha...Ha......

Mwahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

Anyhoo...

So the day after which was Saturday...I told my parents that I would come with them to get my size from Capezio.....

I waited like 4 hours for 10:00am to come because it was like so early and the mall wasn't even opened yet.......soo...

waiting.....

waiting..........

Then it's time! Me and my dad went to Capezio. When we got there...the people there didn't even bother to ask us for assistance. No they did not!! So we looked around the shop. When finally...

I asked them about the pointe shoes...

"Can I please be fitted so I would know my size?"

They asked me who my teacher was. I told them who. They asked me if it was my first time. I told them it was. My dad asked when will I be starting. I told them April 18.

After hearing that I would not buy from them yet.....they completely ignored us from there. They actually told me to come back when the date is nearer because my feet will still grow!!??

What kind of answer was that?

It was like less than a couple of weeks...my feet would not really make a difference....They didn't want to make the sale because I wasn't buying yet.....THAT WAS SO RUDE

AND FULL OF CRAP.

After stepping out of the store, my dad told me to never come there again because the people there are BASTOS (and full of crap.)

That actually spoiled my supposed to be special moment because I was getting my first pointe dhoes fitted....and they gave me was CRAP.

LigHt aNd shAde.....

awOw!!....nowadays lagi ka na lng makakakita ng mga couples everywhere.....sa labas, sa mall, sa.......classroom....hmMmm...

So I'm making a further look into thi crazy world of luv............

Just wanna see what they have that nobody else's has.....

GENNA G.

1. She kicks ass......I mean that literally. An actual real life Taekwondo Jin.......explains the posture....(really it does).....


2. She's the female version of Richie Rich. Kinda....anywayz...name it she has it.....you'll actually be surprised when you're just kidding her cause whatever you say is.....actually TRUE!!!....like the plasma tv thing (don't ask)


3. She's actually really nice (not evil like yours truly anyway). She's a very likable person.....maybe.....hmmMMmmm......(jke!!...peash tayo!!)


4. She knows how to blend it with other people. A real person. Marunong makisama.


5. And she's really pertty....I mean pretty.....like a discreet guy magnet. Kung di nyo lang alam ang kalandian ng babaeng toh.


6. She has 3 freakin' iPods.....3!! for crying out loud....wOw..okay...maybe this is like an extension of Reason#2 but...hello?!?....3!!....Three....Tres....Tatlo.....

****Di talaga kita mamimiss......huhuhuhhuhuhu!!!!! Don't leave me!!******

to be continued.............

WE LOVE YOU DADDY!!!

Bye Daddy Ador

It was Sunday, March 5, 2006, Papa was not home. He was already in Tarlac. He was told to go there na. And he did. Because he knew that the time was getting nearer and nearer.

Last night (Saturday), his BP and pulse was already going down. But when he hears the screams of Mommy..."Ador! Ador!"....his BP goes back to normal. He was afraid to leave Mommy. But everybody in the room saw that he was already having a hard time. Probably...he was already going when he heard her screams. He just wouldn't leave his family, especially Mommy. When at last his children went up to him and assured him, "Sige na Daddy, kami na ang bahala kay Mommy, magpahinga ka na."...The night went on....and his BP went down slowly. Pero tuloy tuloy siyang bumaba. Madaling araw.....his time came. They were actually in the hopsital. His son saw that he already left and they carefully told it to his mother. Mommy, when she heard the news, went up to Daddy and said "Daddy...gising....Daddy". That was a very hurtful scene. All of them saw how his face glowed after he left this world.

That same morning, we, here in Parañaque, were asked to go there. My other cousins were already there actually. We were the only ones not present. Going there, I had a hard time...cause tears kept streaming down my eyes. I actually can't believe that he's gone. I entered he house in Tarlac and the first thing I saw was the name they always put up when somebody died. When I saw Daddy's name on it....I started crying again and add to that....I saw his casket...there in the living room...the same place kung san binurol rin si Ingkong. This was very hard for me because I never imagined to see him there. I immediately looked for Mommy cause I can't even imagine all the hurt she is feeling....I saw my other cousins who can't manage to stop crying as well....outside I saw people na nagsusugal and that PISSED me off...kakaasar talaga...don't they have any respect?!

Since I can't stay there....we went home later on...there were still classes. Actually we were the only ones who were going home ( and that pissed off my Father a bit )

FAMILY ALWAYS COMES FIRST

II-pAstEuR ! ! !

kEep oN roCkin' pAstEuR !!!

tHank God fOr FUSHIGI YUUGI ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Hey all you Fushigi Yuugi pipol!!:

You better watch out for this episode of Fushigi Yuugi

(airs every weekday 6pm, 9pm, 12mn)

Miaka, along with Tamahome and Chichiri, set off to find the three other Suzaku Shichiseishi. Telling Nuriko that they will be all right since Chichiri's there to protect them, Miaka turns around to look at him and finds that Chichiri isn't with them.

Meanwhile, back at the palace, Hotohori (royally) is depressed, for he cannot be with Miaka (and help her search for the other seishi), considering that he has his duties as emperor. Chichiri pops up, offers to help and explains that he knows how Hotohori feels. Using his magic, Chichiri transforms himself into an exact copy of Hotohori, urging the original to go with Miaka while Chichiri-type Hotohori covers for him. Hotohori says "I... I..." as if he was about to thank Chichiri, but instead tells Chichiri that he is far more beautiful than that, going as far as saying that Chichiri's copy is not seductive-looking enough.

This is like my favorite anime of all time!!!! Why will I pass up the chance to go and watch it again. And another thing....hehe....before the end of March I would be getting my Fushigi Yuugi DVD (the whole series!!!!....mwahahahahahaha!!!)

All the love in the anime world to Tasuki & Tamahome (the anime world's most sexiest [huh!?! redundant....anyweiyzz....] guys!!!)

iS LUv swEet LUv.....

WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS NOW (IS LOVE SWEET LOVE)
Dionne Warwick

What the world needs now is love sweet love,
It*s the only thing that there*s just too little of.
What the world needs now is love sweet love,
no not just for some but for everyone.

Lord we don*t need another mountain,
There are mountains and hillsides enough to climb,
There are oceans and rivers enough to cross
Enough to last until the end of time

What the world needs now is love sweet love,
it*s the only thing that theres just too little of,
what the world needs now is love sweet love,
no not just for some but for everyone

Lord, we dont need another meadow,
there are corn fields and wheat fields enough to grow,
there are sunbeams and moonbeams enough to shine,
oh listen Lord, if you want to know

What the world needs now is love sweet love,
It*s the only thing that there*s just too little of.
What the world needs now is love sweet love,
no not just for some but for everyone.

what the world (whoa whoa) needs now,
is love (is love) sweet love
what the world ( oh oh) needs now
is love (is love) sweet love
what the world (whoa whoa) needs now
is love (is love) sweet love

Peash y'all!!

matino na usapan??

Panda: hi

Eka: haloo

Panda: laro ka!!!!!

Panda: graffiti

Eka: yaw ko nga

Panda: mukha kaming tanga

Eka: nino??

Panda: nung kalaro ko

Eka: cno??

Panda: hehehehehe

Panda: dunno

Panda: c Bible_blvr at perfect_cry

Eka: cno nga yun????

Panda: dunno

Panda: from other place

Eka: juiceko carlo delikado yan a

Panda: yah....

Panda: pero enjoy

Panda: I look stupid don't I

Eka: yah....

Panda: online c joan

Eka: o yeah..??

Panda: nakalagay sa sulat?

Panda: bakit ikaw hindi

Panda: ????

Panda: oh well

Panda: kausap kita

Panda: lol

Eka: sang sulat??

Panda: never mind

BUZZ!!!

Eka: ?????????????????????????

Panda: padala lang naman ni sandi

Eka: SANG SULAT?????????

Panda: sa mail ko....

Panda: oh well

Eka: huh???????????

Panda: parang chain letter lang

Panda: sana magbakasyon na tau

Panda: ayaw naman nila tau papasukin sa skul...

Eka: feeling ko bka pa ipa extend yng klase ntin until april

Eka: 2 araw na tayo alang pasok e

Panda: hangang april nga....

Eka: may test pa nmn sa april3

Eka: rarrRrr

Eka: wag kang ganyan

Panda: tapos papapasukin nila tau kung kailan nakaskedule ung mga mahihirap na test!!!!

Eka: waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!

Eka: im gonna post this conversation on my blog ya knw

Panda: y?

Eka: wala lng just to catch some critical moments of ur state of "bangag"ness

Panda: lol

Panda: hay naku

Panda: ....

Panda: punta tau market

Eka: ala ako pera

Eka: libre mo ko pamasahe okei lng

Panda: hingi tau sa mga nagkakagulo dun

Panda: marami ung pera

Eka: ehehe...

Panda: .....

Panda: mamaya na!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Panda: Calligrphy ba ung nakasulat sa katawan nila

Eka: yah

Eka: yng kay tamahome nakalagay demon e

Panda: c hotohori...

Panda: Crab?

Eka: 4got

Panda: Tama ba?

Eka: 4got

Panda: The four constellations in the heavens, and the four directions of the Earth Strengthened by law... ... truth and goodness. Please tell the protector of the South, Suzaku ...that I will now speak the words. From your dwelling in the heavens to the earth, reveal yourself to us. For the good of mankind, please make extinct every kind of evil. By using your divine powers, protect us.
I ask only this... grant this request Descend from the heavens... ...and stand before me!
Eka: ^_^

Panda: Bakit wala sa seriu

Wala lng...this is really just to catch Carlo's state of "bangag"ness (if there's even such a word)....anyweiyzz.......back to earth! pipol!!

Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate

You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger. You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause. You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you! A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

wahhooo!! they actually said that im a well-liked blogger?? wOw....sometimes I get surprised with mahself....and I'm a peaceful blogger.....wehehe.....okei now....its fyn with me...

Guess who??

These 3 pairs of feet obviously belong to 3 different people. Can you guess who they are?? If you know the answer...IM it to me:

jesb_erika@yahoo.com

or you can either post a comment (which is found at the bottom of this entry) or e-mail the answer to me with the same address. If you get this right you will win.......ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!

Anyweiyzz.....still try and answer it....its fun!

wHat tHe wOrld nEeds nOw..iS loVe sweEt loVe....

Sigh....was just thinkin about stuff...ya know....
Sometimes it's really hard to cope with all this happenin........but still I can put a smile on mah face....now that's impressive.

Anyweiyzz....never thought that some people can be really stupid with what's going on.....really full of crap (I really like the word crap, don't I??)
Just hopin that everythin would be fine again and that the country would be happy ^_^...lol....."korniness" in me flowing all over...

Ala naman ako talagang pakialam kung sino man anf mamuno e...basta't maayos ang bansa at nag-aral sya syempre (not some stupid old geezer that the 'masa' voted for.....hmMmm...who could that be??) Basta't kaya niyang maiahon sa hirap ang mga kababayan niya...ayos na sakin.....really hard to imagine whou could be the right one to lead right now. So far...wala naman akong problema with the leader we have right now (except with the issue of corruption in other politicians that is ignored)...nakikita ko naman ang magandang naidulot [tumaas ang piso ryt] kng di lng sa mga putek na nag-aalsa na wala namang plano para sa bayan.

Sige sila nang sige...pero mayroon ba silang platforms na ipapakita?? WALA
Ang focus lng nila ngyn is mapaalis ang current na president...e sige nga....after that?? wala na?? Yan ang hirap sa mga taong ganyan....grabeh kng maka sumbat at mag act e wala rin naman palang maipapakita.....tsk..tsk......I feel bad for the nation.....really.

Grabeh na talaga...sana nga may Superman o cge....fyn para local...Kapt. Barber or sumthin to save the day.....sigh....

bumabAwi Lng tLaga...

i mean...aren't i??

On April 3, 2006....test namin sa ACB (Australian Conservatoire of Ballet). I'm really really really really nervous and excited at the same time. Cauze duh! when was the last time I took this test?? When I was like 6 years old?? I going for the Distinction of course...so many opportunities if you get Distinction in this test.

I have to buy AU§40 for this test. That's about P1600 in our money by the way. I'm practically freeeeakin out cauze its like one month away for crying out loud!!!

Just wish I don't commit any mistakes....not make a fool out of myself....and be pretty!! XD Please please please please.....make this thing successful!

By the way..........I'M GONNA GO ON POINTE THIS SUMMER!!!!

YIIIIIIIIPEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

yOu peEpz!!...jUst cHecK iT oUt.....

You pipol ckeck this site out:

www.freewebs.com/mypo0p/

waaah!!...this site has everything 'bout II-Pasteur....from info, profiles, pics, even polls that will make you really really pissed of (no...not really...)

bsta just visit this na lng....you don't know the effort that pipol put into this....they (or she...ehehe....kiddin'!!!) works hard everyday just to make sure everything is working properly and everything is there......sigh....too bad...that some people do not know how to appreciate hard work....

o well......just keep on rockin' pasteur!!!

wHat tHe hEck iS hApPeniN tO tHe frEakiN coUntRy rYt nOw?!?

What the heck is happenin' right now?!? This shouldn't be happenin right now!!
We're in the freakin STATE of NATIONAL EMERGENCY FOR CRYIN OUT LOUD!!!

Every president that we have....people try to make him/her resign when they were the ones who voted for them....this is freeeeeaky pipol!!!....I mean freeeeaky!!....

The only thing that happened I actually like is the cutting of classes (which is, mind you, because of an impending coup last morning)....but that coup happened already.

When the value of the Philippine peso is actually going up they (the very irrational...kindof selfish people of the country...not talking 'bout everyone of course) pick this time when the peso is actually doing a great job right now to waste it!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrggghh!!!!!!

This....thing.....that these people are doing is actually (hello!...earth to the people!! knock!-knock!) not helping the country. This disaster they are bringing to the country is really shallow and very selfish!!! I'm actually in a kind of panic for the good of the country (especially when I supposed to buy Australian dollars for the ACB exams).....rarrrRrr talaga and nararamdaman ko ryt now!!!!!!

The s****d people who are there right now are not doing any good for their country.......

We're like in all over the news....."THE PHILIPPINES IS ALREADY IN THE STATE of NATIONAL EMERGENCY".......for crying out loud....just learn to think for awhile and be NOT ignorant!

If you people want to do good and change....then...YOU SHOULD LEARN TO FOLLOW.

When there are people....foreigners actually....who are already killing themselves because of sleepless days and nights trying to find and save bodies from the victims from Southern Leyte...what are the selfish Filipino people doing?????? They're here in Manila doing nothing but add to the litter and dirt that the cities already have. That is really SHAMEFUL. Nakakahiya talaga.

GLORIA RESIGN....you people say....but who will you replace her with....no one....can anybody be worthy and capable enough to lead the country.......don't give me the names of stupid people who are not even this close of being worthy. I'm not saying that the current president is the best...I'm just saying.....who else is out there....brave enough to face the challenges of leading a country.

Sigh......all they think about is politics. There are more important issues that THEY must face....not this....

THIS IS ALL CRAP.

Well......for now....we don't know what will happen next. I just hope that the people go back to earth and start thinking right again (if they ever knew how to do that)

I am very disappointed. Life is already very difficult...and the people are making it even harder to live with. For the past weeks the economy has been rising and then they blew it.

NOTHING REALLY CHANGED.

Life here is still full of crap.

NichEkArenbi

Ngayong di nako nagiisa at nagmumukmok na lamang sa isang sulok ng silid, ako'y superRr proud na naging matatalik ko silang mga fwends. Sina Nich and Arenbi na nagpakita ng kanilang superRr friend powers sa akin. No matter how grabeh ang pangaasar namin sa isa't isa.....okei lng....bsta magkakasama kami...aaaaww....mush!

Mwah!