mErRy ChriStMas!!!! eVeryBody...........

This Christmas, we spent the day with the Sigua Family (the mother's side of my dad). 'Kala ko talaga aalis kami nang maaga or sumthin', yun pala as always, mga past six am na talaga kami nakaalis. It was fun. I brought my mp3 player with me for the trip there so I had no problems. But halfway there my dad started to continue his stories (the Pedro series). Didn't really work with me 'cauze I fell asleep in the middle of the story ^_^. In Tarlac, a lot of people were there. Even people whom we didn't know....tsk..tsk......anyweiyzz....the food was good and there were also games. We won the "longest line"!!...hehe.....I aslo have a lot of pictures from yesterday. Well....the games was hosted by Tito Winston, the "good-lookin" cousin of my dad....hehe....another LoL.....!!! WoW!! Just envy them...they're all so pretty....anyweiyzz....Hey just a shout out to Ate Bea who lend me some of her lip gloss for the party!!....hehe....^_^

wAt a BusY wEek tHis wAs.....

eow pipol!!!!......the past week was lyk student week so medyo busy. I was lyk a student teacher in biology for lyk 2 days.....fun pero grabeh!....kakapagod! I din't get the outstanding ST thing (oh well.....).....pero okei lng yun buti nga napili ako. Actually.....napili ako sa english and sa biology. Mas gusto ko tlaga maging ST sa english da only thing was nauna si ma'am biology na kausapin ako.....sbrang sayang!!!! really like english.....kaya nga medyo kakainis e.....o well.....tpos na yun...here are some pics....hehe..yng iba medyo sabog pero anyweiyzz............

wOw!!! sbrang laki ng kamay!!!......
lol...."stolen shot" daw....pic with our very own PANDA!!
ehehe....cnong nka nganga?? XD

amAzing!!

galing ng opening ng 23rd SEA games na dito hinohold sa philippines.....!!....our country is hosting this amAzing event and currently we are on the lead!!! Woooooh!! go Philippines!!! In the opening, Mikee Cojuanco-Jaworski was our flag bearer and she led in the taking of the oath of the athletes. The lighting of the torch was first begun by an equestrienne, Toni Leviste and then the torch was passed on to a participating athlete in Taekwondo, (sorry I forgot the name). Julia Abueva sung the SEA Games 2005 theme song composed by Jose mari Chan. The San Miguel Philharmonic Orchestra anf the San Miguel Master Chorale was also there under the baton of Maestro (the supah genius!) Ryan Cayabyab. I am personally waiting for events like Wushu and Gymnastics and I supah excited about it!! The Philippines currently has the most number of medals most of which are gold!! Just keep it up Philippines and aim for the GOLD!!

aYaYayAyAy!!! juiceko! nicanor! umayos ka!!

well.....ala lng....ktxt ko lng tong lokong toh (jke!!) and he's lyk talkin about his luv lyf na inumpisahan at pinilit ko nmn and now he is FREAKIN me out!!!! Eewwww tlaga (hey if you ever see this belat na lng...XD)[am i lyk too evil??......nah!]...sppose not!...Langya tlaga yun!! CHAMPION!! First Place nga!! D pa magpapatalo!! go 4 it! serge!....haay nko...sarap sipain.....ehehe.....bzta bait yun [daw!] tsaka lging nagrereply [aay! salamat] But he is still FREAKIN me out!! okei.....4ever nang nkatatak itong stuff na toh sa ulo ko....not good!! Well.....he is da only one from csa na nagttxt and nakikipagcommunicate pa rin sakin....(few pipol hu still knws im alive)...kya d ako msyadong nagrereklamo........pero really....he FREAKED me out!! Kakakilabot....traumatizing even!!!!!! ......aaaarrggh.....look at wat he has done....its permanently imprinted in mah head!!! well.....even so......i really mizs dem na....so tagal ko na silang d nakikita.......aaaaaaaw.....those days....(although....dun ko na-xperience ang pnakaembarassing moments ko...actually dun lng ako nka xperience ng embarassing momentz....)....pero i misz mah frends there hu were really nice.....


dedicated to SERGE NICANOR VENDERO, Freshman sa Colegio San Agustin Makati na ktxt ko ryt now at d mkapaniwala na nilagay ko sya rito at nangungulet pa rin....tanong ng tanong abt dis.....(haba nmn ng description)

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y is lyf lyk dis for me?? It is being really really unfair to me. I am hurt, mistreated, untrusted, unwanted, rejected, alone and confused. Why does it have to be me?? I don't know what to do already. It's the first time such thing ever happened to me and I'm experiencing it now.....and I know now that it really hurts. I'm sentimenting (yacki!!)....my feelings (juiceko!!)....I just can't figure it out. I don't even know why I'm feeling this way....but that's life. And I really know and accept NOW that I am like that (o so so sad). Thank God for the VERY few people who are still there.....making me surprised they're still talkin to me. My so-called "best [beast]frend" has hurt me, backstabbed me, and I'm not even sure if that person is aware of the thing he/she is doin to me. Another thing....(???)...which Im not really supposed to mention here....I have been realy really hurt.......so unsure and yet soooooooooo painful....okei....maybe not THAt painful....but still pretty painful. It's just that now.....it's easier to breathe, knowing that I shared my feelings out to someone who is a living soul....make that two living souls. At this very moment...I no longer have the feeling that I used to have....I am now...simply...annoyed. And yet sometimes you can't stop the fact that there will be times that you will just wish that both of them will drop dead at that very minute (am I thinking too evilly??.....o well) Lesson learned is wag laging umasa....cauz if it turns out that you are sooooo wrong....you'll just get really hurt which is not really sumthin anyone will like to feel.

Have you ever felt that you are so alone? Have you ever experienced being out-of-place in every conferende you have with your "friend"? Well....that person who had it all is none other than me. I don't feel that I'm liked by anyone cause I don't have anyone. Don't have a person to talk to when you need someone to confide with, no shoulder to lean or cry on, no one to trust dearly....yun lng.....bsta nobody. Thinking why I'm saying all this?? That I'm being over-reacting?? No.....a big NO to that because nobidy knows what I feel. Nobody has every reached this point of breakdown in her life. (Goh...I really feel like crying......NAH!!) Ayun lng....more to come.....

wOw!!...ala lng...mAh fiRsT pOst tHis noVemBer...

Hmmmm.....tpos na pla yng birthday ko...look! im already fourteen!!! ala lng.....so what?! wats d big deal??....ala lng tlaga.....ei...i hav pics of very weird members of a group in II-Pasteur called "BACON" and i just wanna share it here (ehehehe......laughs evilly...hihihi)...sarap nga pla ng handa ko nng bday ko....i had 'bibingkang itlog' (soooooo tasty....made of bugok na egg ^_^), i had mah favorite kind of red sauce na spaghetti...yng tuna ^_^ .....i also had a cake.....and i still want d bibingka....^_^...well....yng iba ko nga lng frends sa csa....they hav 4gotten abt dat day....buti pa c magsombol db?? sa makSci nmn....yng ibng klasm8 ko last year...dinaandaanan na lng ako.....cge....ganyanan na!!......okei....anyweiyzz....ayus lng yun. oooooh! i hav tickets na nga pla for the most anticipated movie of the year....Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire....^_^....so excited na......o?! cge na eto na yng mga pics (mwahahahahahahaha!!!!......)


hehe....ang cute ni clarisse dto ^_^

cna phil young tsaka c ewan....^_^

i luv him!!! he's sooo cOoL!!! graBeh!! gAling ni ANGEL CORELLA!!!

well....evryone i knw knws dat i am obsessed with ballet!!.....luv it...practically its mah passion.....hav a lot of fave dancers most of them r from ABT (american ballet theatre)...let's start with da danseuse (female dancers): there's paloma herrera hus just soooo fit to be juliet in 'romeo and juliet', there's alessandra ferri hu has an amzing arch....whoah.....grabeh.....and then mayroon ring mga danseur (male dancer).....#1 favorite danseur of all time.........ANGEL CORELLA....da Spanish guy....XD...sooooo amazing and charming and ang galing nya tlaga!!!! aaaaaarrrrgh.........
i watchd na romeo & juliet....he was romeo der together with alessandra ferri and wow!...bsta......next guy is etan stiefel.....yeah...we all knw dat he's da guy from center stage.....cooper nielson....grabeh....sa knya pnkabagay ang part ng romeo for me dat is........grabeh.....aaaaaarrrrggghhhh.....kamatcho nitong guy nato.....kakagigil....XD...dis da pic of angel corella in le corsaire...ethan stiefel sa programme ng abt sa 'billy the kid' and yng pic nila sa BORN TO BE WILD....ei....ksama nila (angel and ethan) dto cna VLADIMIR Malakhov....da Russian guy and Jose Manuel Carreño.....da cuban guy......hehe....just LUVV ballet ya knw.....^_^......

waaaahhhh!! its sEm BrEaK!!!

y am i spending my da few days na walang pasok sa bahay na walang ginagwa....???? sumthin' is really wrong with moi...i should be goin out and havin fun but im just here sittin in front of mah computer doin nuthin but go online.....wat am i spposed 2 do?!?!? sa bagay....i hav no cable sooooooo how can u blame moi?? anyweiyzz.....yoko pang pumasok.....chej!!! im supah bored and i hav nuthin to do....wish ko lng sa saturday (hey....bday ni genna dis day) makuha ko na yng dvd ng ballet na nkita ni papa sa park.....really lookin 4ward 2 dat ya knw...miss ko na rin ang ibng klasm8s ko.......only way of communication nmin is through YM & IMs....ya knw wat i mean....and theyr not always online lyk moi.....tsk...tsk....sigh....dunno just feelin really bored ryt now.....tpos may ktxt ka nga but aftah u told HIM da name of ur ****h....ayaw ka nya nang itxt uli.....hmph.....i hav a very lonely lyf....no freedom no anythin.....but at least i still get to eat ryt?? ok lng yun.........bsta may lyftym supply of food (grabe takaw ko tlaga)........hav nuthin to say anymore sooooooo buhbye!!

a nice xperience....

khapon, friday, i went to glorietta with mah frends....nung lunch...nagpilit kmi ni maiko sa pancake house...da others nman protested cauz its xpensive daw...may stipend nman......soooo....cla kumain sa chowking....kming dalawa ni maiko sa pancake house :D i really enjoyd mah lunch.....inorder nmin caesar salad and a mix-and-match combo #2...plus for dessert.....ang finale...yng mango crepe!!!! sooooooo gooood!!! aftr......we went to da movies sa g4....lagi kming nahihiwalay nina carlo & maiko....dunno y....we watchd the 40 year old virgin.......it was funny and gross at da same tym actually.....but it was a good movie....sbi ko nga when i was buying da tickets....we were all 14 xcept for don who is 13.....so pinayagan kmi sa loob.....mwahahahahahahahaha!!! (does maniacal evil laugh again...)....kya lng it ends at 5:10pm but i hav to be home na at 6...i failed to do just dat...dats y....i am never again ever allowed to go out with mah frends ever again....khit grumaduate pa ko and dat really suckzs......pero i actually undrstand cauz ako tlaga ang nagkamali....i knw dat i was spposed to be home b4 6 pero ngkamali ako ng estimation sa oras...dats y...im not protesting dat much and i knw dat i disappointed mah parents especially mah mom....sya pa nman ang pumayag na lumabas ako in da first place....and now she's not speaking to me!! i feel so baaaaaad!!!!...ayoko na......at least for da first and last time nakaranas ako kesa na sa hindi ryt?? but she is soooooooo supprr mad at me........i undrstand nman y...she has all da reason to....sigh...........pauwi u knw i walked almost 6 kilometers to get home and dat was NOT nice!!! anyweiyzz.....

aKo'y isAng mAlaKing REJECT...!!!.!

bakit ba ko nagiisa sa mundong ito?? kng kailan nsa hiskul nako dun ako magiging loner (in terms with a bestpren or sumthin')....wlang special someone ober der pag kailangan ko....i dont hav a shoulder to cry on....huhuhuhuhuhu......ano bng mafifeel mo kng kailangan mo ng kausap tpos ala kang makatelebabad??....na wala kang taong nandyan na ready na makinig sau??.....its hard living my lyf.....yah...may mga iba nman dyan na frends ko nman pero i still dont hav dat someone dat i hav a special connection with.....buti pa sa csa...may ksama ako....sa MakSci, nagiisa ako.....tpos ano pang mas masama.....da person na yun na lng yng inaakala mong mkakaintindi sau...ang turing lng pala sau ay parang latak na sunodsunuran nya....lalo kang nagmumukhang desperado...e pano nman desperado ka nga.....ikaw lng pala ang feeling close.....dba't nkakadepress yon?? i am just so sad.....lalaitlaitin ka pa?!?! actually iniyakan ko na tong issue na toh sa sarili ko...dhil cno ba nman ang gstong magisa?? ang mga nakakasama ko lng ay may sarisariling group na kinabblangan nila....tpos ako...........akoy isang npakalaking R-E-J-E-C-T !!! ayoko na!! wen dat annoying person told abt this pa...very rudely!?!....ndi na tma yon.....i dnt mind na ipagtabuyan ako dhil inaccept ko na yon...pero yng paraan nya ng pagsabi.......never akong nagsalita sa tao ng ganon...lalo na na alam ko ang nararamdaman nya.......sana matamaan sya ng kidlat or sumthin para matauhan man lng ng khit kaunti.......!!@#$%^&@$**

fReaAkii!!

hav absolutely no good reason for putting dis here.....dis pic is really freeaky!! scary even!!....anyweiyzz......ala kming mgawa noh?! kinda horrifying......okei....4get da 'kinda' part.....da person on the left is mah sistah.....on da right....mah bro....and moi in da center of all attraction.....yackii!! warning: persons hu have seen dis pic may hav terrible yackii nightmares aftr dis.........eto ang ginagwa ng mga taong ala tlagang mgawa sa knilang npakgandang Sabado ng umaga....haay nako!!.........just freaAkii!!......wow.....isabay mo pa 'wake me up when september ends' ng green day while typing ol dis stuff.........fReaAkii!!...ala na tlaga ako msabi.......go!!! cge na....awat na...............stop typing!!!............eto na tlaga........jst one mre....mwah!

go SOPHIES!!

ei....ayan na nakuha ko na yng mga pics...ala lng....dis was against da third year and then yng pic ng mga cheerleaders....bsta mga peepz na kasali sa cheering ksama lifters of course....well......3rd lng kmi although i strongly believe na kmi dpat ang naging 2nd place....as in.....for obvious reasons....fave team tlaga...basketball team ng sophies.....dunno y....but u can easily tell y...i sppose.....lets see....from left standin: jake, ryan, neil a., ??? (sori), jaive, tolentino (4got first name sori again), rey, neil m., jayson, john lloyd, james, rhom, reginald. from left sittin/kneelin: misaki, kevin b., sir barry.........oki...regards to those i 4got da name anyhoo.....photo credits to sandi for dis pic cauz she always wants to get stuff lyk dis...dunno y and to da rest of the sophies SY 2005-2006.....M-A-K--S-C-I....sophomores fight!! oh yeah!

intrams '05-'06

ei...its lyk intrams again and im a sophie....ayan na nman ang mga games na nakakagigil....ang hinihintay ko lng nman tlaga sa lhat e yng basketball...yun lng nman ang pinaka-fun panoorin e...sa totoo lng...dis one was da first game ng basketball ng sophies against da seniors.....lyk obvious nman na seniors ang panalo db??....kakatuwa lng tlagang panoorin ksi yng team nming mga sophies.....GO SOPHIES!! free throw ni opeña...bsta yan na yan....just wait for da nxt one....da game against da juniors....
was a good game...but gonna tell u na lng l8er....
dyosko...!...ala akng ginawa kndi sumigaw ng sumigaw pagbasketball...yun lng nman pwed kng gawin ryt...?.....uy!....2nd kmi sa pep squad competition! natalo nmin ang mga juniors!!....^_^...first ever sa history ng MakSci tong pep squad competion tpos nanalo kmi sa juniors!!!.....go SOPHIES!!...syempre kakampi nman nmin ang mga seniors so no problem sa knila....galing nga ng seniors!!....

whoah!...umuusad na...

ei! its lyk i wanna say....whoah..!....ayan na cnabi ko na....tsk....tsk....bat kya ngyn ko lng toh inisip...weird ko tlaga....sooo....wat to do......
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i dunno...maybe im just hapi cause i finally get to do sumthin on the net....
so much for mah firzt post....
fyn...baboosh......!...
yackii! ang pangit....uhm..cge na lng.....@_@