grabeh..ilang araw na lang...Pasko na!

[currently listenin to: Michael Jackson]

wahahaha....sabi nga ni Gundy....it's been like forever since I lasted posted on my blog...
super marami nang nangyari..like:

• Musical Play: Wendy (didn't go as I planned but still...IV-Newton did a good job)
• English Week (wala lang...nanalo Newton sa Music Video [yay!] and nanalo rin sa Icar [2nd place] sa Bookmark Making Contest...hehe)
• Ballet Manila's The Nutcracker (yes...miraculously nakasama ako...and it was my first performance with the actual company [kahit Parent at Horsewoman lang]
• Student Week: Switch Days (student teacher in English again...pero si Aimes, last year ko na nga, hindi pa ako ginawang Best Student Teacher...haha...peash!)
• 40 Days ni Gabby (nilipat na siya sa Heritage Park...if you want, you could visit her sa Pavilion)
• Namatay si Kuning I...(don't ask...)
• May pumalit na kay Kuning (yay!)

Tomorrow....Christmas Party na!!

wahaha..bilis noh...after nun...Battle of the Bands and Dance Nights...omgahd...last na toh, pipol...last na...sana memorable...wahaha...anyhoo...

I'm gonna post na lng some pictures later na lang...

The 6th Makati Youth Congress

[currently listenin to: Angela Bofill]

I attended the division leadership training, the 6th Makati Youth Congress.
hehe. It was SO TIRING. Pero it was fun.

November 16-18. First time kong mawalay sa aming bahay. First time kong matulog sa ibang place (na hindi ko naman kamag-anak or something). Nahome-sick kaya ako agad. Namiss ko talaga nanay ko. Hehe.

First day pa lang....late na naman ako. Hehe. Dahil that was the day after Gabby's last day sa wake...kaya lahat ng tao sa bahay namin...puyat. Ayan kasi...SLOW. hehe.

SPEAKERS. Okay naman yung mga speakers. I particularly like two. The very first speaker and the speaker na nagpagame ng "The Boat is Sinking...", as for the others...well...so sorry talaga pero sa totoo lang nakatulog ako sa kanila. Ewan ko ba, parang sa 3 araw na toh, pagod na pagod ako (pero nakakatulog lang ako pag may speaker na. haha). Yung iba lang talaga, nakakaantok magsalita. Crowded na nga yung RHS Hall, malamig, tapos yung iba ganoon pa yung boses. Haha. Pero okay lang, marami talaga akong natutunan sa Seminar na toh.

FOOD. Ok, para kaming mga BABOY na oras-oras pinapakain. Haha. Ang galing, ang dami talagang food. After every speaker ata, kain na naman e. Super daming food na umabot sa point na hindi na ako kumain ng dinner nung second day. Hello, ako toh, tapos hindi nakakain nd dinner? Talagang nabusog ako noong hapon kung ganoon. Grabeh. Pero feeling ko talaga nakainom ako ng reject na bote ng [insert brand name here], yung juice na nakabote (sorry, I can't remember the name), cause first of all, hindi siya lasa ng supposed-to-be-flavor niya, and then hindi na natahimik ang tiyan ko noon after that. Haha. And mind you, lahat ng meals na binigay nila samin dun e, balanced. Talagang may kasamang fruit as dessert (except yung last lunch kasi Chocolate Siopao na lang nun). Ayan nga mansanas pa talaga, inuwi ko na lang kasi hindi ko talaga makagat e, baka matanggal yung mga brackets ko. And dito lang ako nakatikim ng Milo na walang lasa pero enjoy pa rin. Hehe. So let's thank the city government again for all the food they sponsored us with. Itedekimasu!

LODGINGS. Tatlong schools ang nagstay sa MakSci. Syempre kasama kami dun, duh! We were supposed to stay dun sa dormitories ng MakSci. E gusto niyo ba namang makisiksik sa kanila dun. Nakita ko pa naman yung mga kutson dun sa taas, parang lahat halatang infested with dust mites. Mahirap na, hindi ako pwedeng hikain dun (A/N: Yes, may super mild asthma po ako). Ang pinakalalagyan ng mga bags namin ay ang SSG room and ang tulugan naman namin ay ang Conference Room. Waaaaaaah! Grabeh, kalamig ng Conference Room!! Talagang gusto nila, magdamag naka-aircon. Paggising mo, as in....SUPERRRRR LA...LAAA...LAMIIIG...wahaha!! Nakakatuwa nga, ilang beses pinaulit-ulit ng mga organizers na bawal pumasok ang mga boys sa room ng girls samantalang sama-sama kami dun sa Conference Room. Katabi ko pa nga si Aimes matulog e. Hehehe. Para kaming evacuation center matulog noh? (Ang VAIN pa rin ni Maryliz. Haha)

BANYO. As for the toilet and shower naman. Haaaay naku po! Wahaha...DITO lang po ako nakaranas at natutong maligo gamit ang BIDET HOSE. Yes, it's kadiri to some, pero wala na po kaming choice nun. Mahirap magtabo (hindi na ako marunong haha), and hindi na talaga makasingit sa banyo sa 4th floor. Talagang BIDET HOSE po ang gamit. Maliligo ka nakayuko. At baha ang mga C.R. ng MakSci sa 1st and 2nd flr nun. Hehehe. Tapos paggising mo pa sa umaga, maliligo ka e ang lamig lamig nga. Juiceko. Dito ko naappreciate ang shower, heater at buong banyo namin sa bahay.

CULTURAL PRESENTATION? Sa aking palagay, one of the primary reasons kung bakit ako sinama sa seminar na ito ay dahil sa Cultural Presentation. Uhm, pinaturo sa akin ni Ma'am Mira ang walang-kamatayang "Magkaugnay" sa mga officers ng SSG. Kumusta ka naman, nagpractice lang kami ng Magkaugnay the night before tapos mga sumobra lang nang kaunti sa isang oras ang practice. "Espek" mo mananalo kami? Hehe...pero maganda pa rin naman ang ginawa namin noh? It's just that, yung ibang schools lang kasi, parang June pa lang, nagppractice na. Haha. Pero supet tutol talaga ako dun sa nanalo. Pareho na nga sila ng music na ginamit tapos hindi pa deserve yung performance nila. Nagsabayang pagbigkas sila. And kung napanood niyo, iisipin niyo rin na baka inatake si Ma'am Antaran sa kanila kung siya'y nandirito pa. Talaga. Yung ulo kasi....Grrr!! Kakagigil! Tsej! Basta...bahala na sila. O well na lang.

OTHER MIDNIGHT PURSUITS. Second night namin, after ng Cultural blahblah, nagrequest yung ibang school na magbonding daw sila with the other schools. E c'mon, pagod na pagod na kasi kami and uwing-uwi na kami (sa school ha). Feeling ko tuloy, lalo kaming nagmukhang KJ sa ibang school kasi umuwi kami agad e. O well...the heck with them, gabing-gabi na nun. Syempre pag ganito, marami kayo, dapat may...McDO. Hehe. Una pa lang, nagyayaya na talaga kami magpadeliver e. Ayun, natuloy rin noong second night. I just had a Combo Float. Yung iba talagang nagutom ata. Hindi pa ako nagdinner noong gabing yun ha. Haha. Credits to Irish for being the money handler for that night. You did a very good job. Hehehe. Kasi noong nagyaya ako at nasulat ko na order ko, natulog ako e (Hindi ko na talaga kaya). Hehe. Ginising na lang nila ako noong dumating na yung mga order. Wahaha. Peash everyone! I love y'all! Hahahaha.

Well, this was a REALLY GREAT experience. Maraming tulog, maraming kain, perop marami rin naman akong natutunan. Bilang "kongklusyon" (pweh!), itong seminar na ito ay naging isang napakamakabuluhan na pangyayari sa aking buhay. Kahit wala akong masyadong nameet na bagong friends, at least, naging bahagi ako ng isang masayang pagtitipon ng mga pinuno ng mga paaralan sa Makati. MABUHAY! (wahaahahahahaha...watda!!@!@$%*)

...

[currently listenin to: silence... ]

Sinong panget?

Si Kuuuuuya!

E sinong maganda?

Si Aaate!!

Halika baba na tayo, tawag ka na nina Ate Rose. Sakay ka sa likod ko...

Hug mo ako, hug mo ako.

Awayin mo si Kuya...sabihin mo "Beh!"

What are you doing, Ate?

I'm baking a cake. A chocolate torte-cake.

Babake rin ako!

Anong ginawa mo sa school today?

Sabi ni teacher...ganito.

Panget!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!! Papa oh, sabi ni Ate panget daw ako!!

Love mo ako?

~nods~

Kiss mo ako...

~mwah!~

Ate, picture mo ako! ~pose!~

WE ALL LOVE YOU.

AND WE WILL MISS YOU.

OUR LITTLE ANGEL, NOBODY CAN EVER REPLACE YOU!

Love na love na love ka ni Ate, ni Mama and Papa, ni Kuya and everybody else...♥!

Activity sa VALUES.

[currently listenin to: Sabakan]

So kaninang umaga, firs subject, Values uli.

Wala lang....nagactivity kami...with the "strips of paper" na nilagyan ng good and bad traits. Then we were supposed to give those traits sa different people...hehe.

Wala lang...I'm just sharing mine coz natuwa ako sa mga nakuha ko. Thank you if you really think that way.

2 lang naman yng medyo negative...ang nakalagay pa masungit/mataray and nakakatakot. E parang hindi naman seryoso yun or kung oo man, hindi pa kami ganun ka-close. Hehe (kidding)

Anyhoo...oh, oonga pala....may pahabol na gift si Aimes kaninang umaga since ewan...I think he was too busy to remember. Anyway I still love yah Aimes!! hehehe...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME!!! wahahahahahaha...!!!

[currently listenin to: Rainie Yang]

Aaw...it's my Sweet 16 today! My birthday!! wahaha...

November 7, 2007!

THANK YOU! sa lahat ng mga nagreet sa akin kanina at hindi sa mga hindi nakalimot.

Cge...ispecial -mention na natin yung mga people...hehe

Sa text...etoh yung mga unang-una bumati sa akin...(in order)
Martin (12:01 am), Carlo, Reynerson, Elfren, Nichelle, Rhenee, Icar, Mama ko, Genna, Tita Marineth, Tita Gigi, Ate Rhoda, Serge, Sir Vidallo, Tita Bebet, Kenneth (8:35 pm).

Mga nakaalala...yung mga nagbigay ng mga gifts...Thank you!! Mwah! Mwah!
Jessica, Icar, Katrisha, Carlo, MARTIN (dami nyang binigay...hehe), Rojane, Jed? (isang pirasong Juicyfruit...thank you), Armand & Rhom.

Ahehe...di naman ako ganon ka-obsessed sa regalo...gusto ko lang pasalamatan talaga yung mga nakaalala and nagbigay ng halaga sa araw ng aking kapanganakan (nakz!). So...THANK YOU!

Haaaay.....ang tanda ko na...
Ipinanganak ako 12:14 am ....e nakatulog ako kagabi....NAGISING AKO KANINA EXACTLY 12:14 am.

wahahaha...freeeeaky.

Oh...oonga pla...THANK YOU rin pala sa mga COC na gumulantang sa akin kaninang umaga. I don't really know them pero for some reason....grineet nila ako. So thank you. Haha.

Ouran High Escape

[currently listenin to: Last Alliance]

Okay...nanood na lang talaga ako ng Ouran High School Host Club (thanks to JM and co.) para makalimutan ko na NABWISIT talaga ako sa English.

After all the effort, time, money, energy, food, gas, BIGAS, water, electricity, battery, light bulbs, fuses, pamasahe, soap, laway, voice, patience, costumes, hairspray, make-up, ink, paper, staple wire, guns, muffins, load, computer chairs, EYELINER, ano pa....uhm...CREATIVITY....nauwi lang sa ano?

SA WALA?

Why? Itsh becosh...cancelled yung potek na project na yan. Ang tagal ko nang pnoproblema tapos icacancel lang naman rin pala. Ang nakakainis pa dun...malalaman ko na KAMI LANG PALA TALAGA ANG GUMAGAWA.

Wow.

Dapat ba akong matuwa or sumthin? Hmmm...may extra grade daw kasi may nagawa na kami kahit papaano, pero feeling ko naman, para san pa? Nakakawalang gana lang.
Haaaaay...muztah naman yun?

Pasensiya na dun sa mga hinika at hindi na nakahinga (wheeez!), mga minura-mura ng mga trainor ("punyeta!!@#$%*"), mga nagmakaawa sa mga magulang para payagan (sulat ka muna ng letter...), sa mga gumastos para lang makapunta sa amin, sa mga nagpapabalik-balik dito, sa mga nagpagabi, sa mga nagsayang ng oras sa bahay namin na wala namang ginawa, sa mga napilitang gumastos, sa mga nasipa ko sa mukha habang natutulog, sa hindi ko pinauwi dahil wala lang, sa mga pinagmake-up ko nang napakakapal, sa mga sumalpok ang mukha sa sahig at pader, sa mga nagutom nung hatinggabi, sa mga hindi nakahiga dahil hindi na pala kasya, at sa mga magulang ko na pinagpakain ko nang sangkatutak na bata.

Well...I'm sorry.

For my part, dinaan ko na lang talaga sa pagnood ng anime....

Shooting? Sleepover? Hmm...

[currently lisetenin to: Madonna]

Radyo lang kasi yun kaya ganyan... ^

anyhoo...

So Tuesday-Wednesday... (October 23-24)...sleepover shooting sa bahay namin.

May nagawa ba naman?

Meron. Nakaka-6 minutes na kami!

(applause)

Thank you. Thank you.

okay...ganito yun:

Tuesday. Nagulantang na lang ako paggising ko nang makatanggap ako ng message na may kagrupo* na akong nasa Basketball Court ng UHV!! It was just freakin' 6:30 or sumthin!

Nandoon na daw siya* so pinasundo ko na lang kay Ate Liezl (Mwah!)...

Mind you...kakagising ko pa lang...(pero nagtoothbrush na ako of course)

Pina-stay ko na lang muna sa AVR...nakarating siya* sa bahay 7:00 (kung hindi ka ba naman adik!)

30 minutes after...

Nagdoorbell na si Jed. Si Jed...maaga naman talagang dumadating pag pupunta sa bahay pero natalo pa rin si Jed noong araw na iyon coz may nauna sa kanya...hehe...ala lang.

And then mga an hour and 30 minutes later...

Saktong 9am dumating si Gundy! She was the only one who arrived there ON TIME. hehe

Not too early and not late.

SO we attempted to watch several movies....wala rin kaming natapos coz ang panget and hindi namin ma-appreciate....it was mostly ME anyway.

Tapos sunod-sunod nang nagsidatingan yung mga TAO.

Haaaay...hindi ko alam kung naging fruitful talaga ang 2 araw namin sa bahay. At least may mga 6 minutes na kami...in fairness....

Una naming lunch bumili lang talaga kami sa Jollibee dahil wala talagang food noon. (The rest of the meals..pinakain na kami ng mga magulang ko. Mwah! I love you talaga...kahit ganoon ang situation nagawa niyo pa rin kaming pakainin. Hehe)

Lunch courtesy of Sunshine Mall, FTI...wahaha wala lng.

Mga nangyari sa buong maghapon--hindi ko na maalala.

Pero noong gabi...noong finally umuwi na sina Mommy at pinaakyat ko na yung kutson...ayun. NAKITA ANG MGA KABAKLAAN NINA DENJO and Leslee. Eeeew..hehe. Tapos ang SUPER VAIN ni BALDO. Nagpictorial ba naman. Hehe.

Hindi talaga kami nakatulog. Ako...ewan ko a..I think mga 2am nako nakatulog. The others, ewan ko. Lalo na si ANGELINE. Strong e...pinanindigan ang hindi pagtulog.

Sa mga nasipa ko man sa mukha habang ako'y natutulog...I AM VERY SORRY.

ahihi..peash ROJANE!

Speaking of Rojane...'wag na 'wag niyong iiwanan yung dalawang yun sa kwarto nang mag-isa. Kadiri...mamaya buntis na si Jed. ahaha.

Anyway...the next day:

Nagsidatingan sina Binx and the others na hindi nakapag-overnight.

Okay...hindi rin nakapag-shoot yung iba coz UMUULAN. Lahat ng scenes nila nasa LABAS e. Sorry. Tapos sira na yung mga baril ni Ser....muztah naman yun?! Hindi man nakaabot?

Nakapagshoot ng 2 scenes. Wow. Yun yung bumuo sa 6 minutes. Ang galing db?

to be continued nga...

If ever you're wonderin'...

* si Reynerson iyon.

Swan Lake (♥)...Boredom...and other Gobbledygook

[currently listenin to: the News...]

Haaay....I just watched by first live full-length ballet from Ballet Manila in Aliw Theatre last Sunday. Haha...it was sooooooo much fun!! Marunong na nga akong mag-commute papuntang CCP Complex e...hehe. (tuwa ako?)

SWAN LAKE. One of the greatest ballets you could ever watch. And I could say na Ballet Manila lang ang makakapagproduce ng full-length na Swan Lake na naaayon pa rin sa original choreography ni Marius Petipa. (ha! Beat that!..whoo...proud? hehe)

And ang lucky ko pa...yung date na napili ko e si Ms. Lisa pa ang Odette. O..first full-length ballet (yung classical ha), si Ms. Lisa pa yung naka-cast.

Plus...after nung show...NATAUHAN ULI AKO. Paano naman kasi...puro MakSci environment lang ang nakita ko for one month. At isang buwan na akong hindi pumapasok because of the sunod-sunod na entrance tests na palaging Sunday ang schedule.

NATAUHAN ULI AKO. Nakalimutan ko ang mundo sa labas. Nasa labas pala lahat ng gwapo. Haha...ang landiiii!!! /////SNIFF....!!\\\\ (<-- ask me na lang personally kung bakit "sniff"...hehe)

Haaaay. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI. ROI.

Wuhehehehe....hot.


Anyhoo....

Pagbalik naman sa school...ang boring na nga, ang dami pang kailangang gawin. Ang panget ng combination. Very uneventful. As in wala lang.

Ang cute db?

[currently listenin to: Meet Again - Kid version (my text tone)]

okei....observe this picture.

Ala lng...hehe...I just find this photo really amusing. Kung alam niyo kung sino toh, hooray for you, if not, sorry ka na lang.

Ang cute db?? Mapapa-"aaaaaaww" ka or if not, e di...."eh?" hehe

Wala lang talaga...I just find this picture really cute. Kulang na lang diyan talaga e holding-hands.

Love ya both!!! Mwah!

Heave-Ho....

[currently listenin to: SILENCE]

I just need to heave a sigh...
Here it goes...


Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy...........


(to the Drafts!!!...hahaha)

Dadum..dadum.....

[currently listenin to: Otsuka Ai]

game!..ten years bago makapag-update!!

Tapos na Intrams...piko and patintero na lang ata today and awarding na sa Monday.
Siyempre panalo SENIORS sa basketball, cheering, Filipino games then second sa iba. Wala...feel na ang pagka-overall champion...hehehe.

Ano nga ba ang mga nangyari this past week:
uhm...

• ambush? (anata ga koishikute kore ijyou dou shiyou mo nakute...grrr..) kasi naman...anong tawag mo sa akbacgdaelfigthmiojdkalpmantoppeqrroshtiunvawhxaynzaap-bhcadneafpgmhoinjakmlamnnaonpgqprasntguevtwdxby....
• yung Magkaugnay (for the Opening of the Intramurals)
• nood ng mga games (video and pics included)
• natulog...kumain (ng Rice in a Box...ala nang iba e)...natulog uli....kain...kain...kain....Zzzzzz...
• nagwala uli sa basketball (hehehe)
• pumunta sa Rockwell (well...nakalabas kami e)
• kumain sa mcDo...bumili sa FIC
• tulog uli..............
• Rice in a Box
• nakipag-kwentuhan with Icar, Jayson and Carlo
• nood uli ng games (kasama ang cheer)
• nood ng Cheering
• tulog uli..........................
• ay....nanood rin pla ng paglalandian ng iba diyan (well....not on purpose...kasama ko kasi sila palagi e...hehehehe...peash!! love you! mwah!!)

okei...wala pala akong masyadong ginawa this week. Ang panget. Pero okay lang...yaw kong magclasses e.

Yaw ko rin nmang makita mukha ng first subject teacher ko....bwiset! haha!

Anyhoo...ayan, balik na naman sa dating buhay. Gagawa pa ba ako ng output sa Filipino?? Hehe..wag na kaya. Tapos may suring basa pa siya. (Pweh!)

Shocks! Tapos may movie pa sa English (na winala ni Sandi), performance sa Music (anyone?), and cha-cha pa sa PE (hala! sinong marunong?)........ang daming gagawin!!! muzta ka naman?!!!

Ala akong magawa...text niyo naman ako!!!! hehehe

cge na...akbachdietfagnhoinjgkglamwnionpkqormsetruovnwpxayrzianbg-csdoemfegthhiijnkglsmynaonpe.......
...anbucndgegfngahwiajmkolsmankoipn
...anbdcidkeofngahailjakm!!!!!!

Random Blog Survey

Really ask yourself...
The Basics (with a twist)
Do you consider yourself to be a good person?:	yes
Least favorite color?:	violet
Least favorite religon?:	Ang Dating Daan??
One thing/person/place you could not live without?:	my camera
How old do you feel?:	12
Worst Nightmare?:	mukha ni pollution
Greatest fantasy?:	got married to rich good-looking hottie
Are you happy?:	not at the moment
If you could only listen to one song for the rest of your life...:	This is my Time ??
Personal
Are you biased or prejudice in any way or form?:	maybe
You can only have one person at your deathbed. Who?:	my mom probably
What is your definition of hate?:	POLLUTION
Of love?:	king-iness (hehe)
How many of your friends would you REALLY tell ANYTHING to?:	10?
Does your life define you? Or do you define your life?:	my life define me
Are you a confident person?:	not really
True or False
Humans are the most intelligent beings.:	false
Most people are materialistic.:	true
Abortion should be the mother's choice.:	false
School is necessary.:	true
Love is the strongest emotion.:	true
You'd rather make others happy, than be yourself.:	false
We should not be in Iraq.:	true
Beauty is everything.:	false
What you buy is based more on what you want than what you need.:	true
You are sexually active.:	FALSE
Opinions
Does everyone deserve a second chance?:	yeeeees?
Is home really where the heart is?:	yes
Evolution or creation?:	evolution.
Republican or democrat?:	democrat
At what age do you believe sex should be legal?:	21?
Alchohal?:	maybe?
Driving?:	not yet
Joining in the army?:	NO.
Do you think the draft is a good thing?:	huh?
Do you think that children should be seen and not heard?:	NO.
Kiss and Tell
You will not date a guy/girl if (one thing only, please)...:	he doesn't know how to cross the street with a girl
Do you believe in poligamy (sp?)?:	NO.
Open relationships?:	NO.
Have you ever had an affair?:	not me.
Name a sexual deed/experiance you wish you hadn't commited/participated in.:	I'm not sexually active.
What makes you want to kiss someone?:	the intensity of his love/like for me
You have a weak spot for...:	well-chosen, sweet? words
Spin the bottle, or 7 minutes in heaven?:	what?
Is sex education in schools a good thing?:	maybe.
Do you ALWAYS use a condom?:	Where would I use a condom for?
Future
Are you positive of what you want to do for a living? If so, what?:	nope.
At what age do you want to die?:	500
At what age to you think you will die?:	500
Do you want children? If so, why?:	yah....duh.
Do you want to/did you go to college?:	Yes.
Where do you want to live?:	In a nice house with no dirt.
Do you think you will be sucessful in life?:	I kinda do.
Really ask yourself...
Are you happy with the answers you gave on this survey?:	hmmm...let me think about it first...
Did you learn something new about yourself?:	no
What answer do you wish you could change? What would you change it to?:	I don't think I have any.
Did you enjoy this survey?:	not really

Don't bother reading...

[currently listenin to: the electric fan and the TV next door]



haaay....I got my grades already and I'm not happy.
I'm not really going to talk about THAT....maglalabas lang talaga ako ng sama ng loob.

Well....here goes...

Aaaaaaaaaaaah!!!! Bakit ka ganyan!?!?!?!! Kung may gusto kang mangyari, ba't hindi mo gawin?!?!!! Madali lang akong kausap...and I'm not the kind of person who holds grudges forever. If I see the effort, if I see the sincerity, I could forgive and forget. Yun nga lang, it's not that easy. Siyempre the trust will not be the same. But I could compromise. But, no, you opt to do the more cowardly thing (well, in my opinion, it's cowardly). And I don't really like that. That's why, hindi ako kumikibo. I'm not even replying to those stupid messages.
The thing is, I want to get this OVER with. Ang naweiweirdohan ako, in my part, is I actually kind of pity you, when I'm supposed to loathe you. Ewan ko lang, there may be "remnants" of the past or something, pero hindi ba ako magiging tanga kung ganoon nga? May halo na siguro 'tong pride pero ako yung nasaktan.
If you really did NOTHING wrong, sana you defended yourself. Sana you made an effort to reassure me. But no, pinaabot mo pa ng isang taon. Wala kang ginawa. Leche ka. Anong iisipin ko?
Ang ginagawa ko na nga nowadays is I'm kind of nagpapapansin in the sense na I'm sending some sort of psychopathic signals that you could approach me. Pero hindi. Wala ka talagang ginagawa. Kung a year ago, galit na galit ako sa iyo, time heals akalain mo, ngayon, very disappointed na lang ako sa iyo. O ayaw mo nun? If what you've said to me is still true, well, hindi ko siya nakikita. Sabi nila natatakot ka sa akin. Bakit ganoon? Kung nakausap mo ako ng isang taon, ba't bigla kang matatakot sa akin. That's bullcrap di ba....
Bahala ka...buhay mo 'yan. Nababahala ako pero problema mo rin iyan e.

Still...no classes.

[currently listenin to: High School Musical 2 Cast (OST)]

Wednesday = classes were suspended during Physics time (third subject)
Thursday-Saturday = NO CLASSES (still suspended)
Sunday = Intramuros trip cancelled
Monday = still NO CLASSES (Holiday)

whew!
whatda?!?!!

hehe...ilang araw nang walang pasok??

PERO ILANG SATURDAYS NA ANG BABAYARAN NAMIN?!?!?!!!!

'Muzta naman 'yan?!?!

haaay....
anyhoo...I don't miss the work but I sure do miss the people (yung batchmates {most} ko lang, not the teachers...I repeat...NOT the TEACHERS)

And ya know what...

I FINISHED WATCHING HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2 YESTERDAY!!! hehehehehe

it was very good...more mush from Troy and Gabriella (Zac & Vanessa)...

who are....ehem...ACTUALLY DATING!!....hehe
Tuwa naman ako....they've got hot paparazzi pictures from Hawaii...

The freakin day I was ABSENT.

[currently listenin to: Sergio Mendes]

"Panget ang sore EYE."

grrr...today, July 31, I was absent in school. (tama ba? in school or from school?)

Ang panget ng walang ginagawa ha.
And I was absent because of this freakin eye.

I watched "Hello, My Lady" all morning...natuwa naman ako.

And kaninang afternoon...ang ginawa na lang namin nina Papa is mag-order ng pizza.
haha
Ehem...I made the call....

Hehe.

It was a DARK and lonely day today.

[currently listenin to: Maroon 5]

gahd. I hate this day.

Today was the dry-run exam sa Vienna Review center..
It was supposed to be whole day.

Pinauwi na ako after I finished the test.

I hate it.

I felt like a loner, an outcast. I was isolated from everyone....haha.
(hala tumawa ba?....)

Pano naman kasi....stupid conjunctivitis. Stupid sore EYE. (eye kasi ISA lang e...hehe)

Pagdating ko pa lang sa school it was already the talk of the town (or so I think)
Late pa ako actually...again.

Noong pinapasok kaming mga pro-late-comers (well, some) the lower years were already gone. Seniors na lang yung nasa baba, they're sitting there with straight lines listening to Ma'am Gonzales and Divine.

BOOM! Pansin agad ba yung shades.

***anyhoo....madilim kaya, I was having a hard time seein coz hindi ako sanay nang naka-shades***

Ugh...yaw ko yung mga pangyayari kanina. haha.
Pagsigaw-sigaw ba naman ni Ma'am Gonzales?! Nagtatago ako actually sa may poste sa may canteen nang tawagin nya pangalan ko, "ASAN SI ERIKA??"...haha...parang ewan lang.

tapos sabi niya magtetest ako sa labas na lng....aaaaaaaaaaaawww..
Actually pinapauwi na nga ako ni Divine e....(e gahd magdedefend pa nga ako dapat tapos yun nga yung dry-run)

Ayun. Mag-isa ako sa labas ng AVR nagtetest. Naghanap ako ng "comfort" sa Papa ko. Tinext ko siya, sinabi ko yung situation kanina na ang panget ng araw ko ngayon, nagreply ba naman,

"Panget ka naman talaga e! He he he he"

Wow, he helped, grabeh.

Kada may dadaan sa harap ko titignan ako na parang ewan. Parang new attraction ba na parang pinangdidirihan.

Haaaay...lunch time, pinangdidirihan ako nina Bholen, Icar, Lovely, Jessica.

Well, at least they still sat with me in the same table even though they were like at least 3 feet away from me.

para akong leper kanina.

C'mon people! I'm not that contagious.....MEDYO lang. haha

So habang nagtetest,,,mag-isa lang talaga ako sa labas. Dinadaanan ng lower years, ng omni, ng photographer (hindi ako nakasama sa picture!), ng mga teachers, mga parents at iba pa.

It's frustrating noh...tapos para pa akong guard. Pinagtatanungan pa ako kung nakita ko na daw si ganito or napansin ko bang dumaan dito si ganito..

I'm actually taking a test there. Hindi ko naman mapapansin palagi, db?
Haaaaay...basta...
at least, hindi na ako nagpaalam kung magc-cr man ako

AND

nakakabit pa iPod ko habang nagtetest ako....o well...

Overnight Shooting at Eka's

[currently listenin to: Dashboard Confessional]

siigh..

so much has happened within those barely 3 days of shooting this taxing movie in English.

If you're going to create a movie, expect sleepovers and overnight stays...
No easier-to-get location for shootings than your very own humble abode.

In our group, during the overnight, only Bholen, Rojane and Raffy were not with us (they're still alive, so relax.)
But...(Tagalugin ko na nga)...Baldo (Mark) is "mamatay-matay" na...

he was actually absent that day (Friday)...pero pinayagan pa rin siya ng nanay niya...so...ayun..

Ndi nmn rin pwedeng wala siya coz 'title role' kaya ang kanya. How can you shoot a fim without its bida??! So I was like pissed off with the idea na wala na nga siya last week tapos wala pa rin siya ngayon....so I was like relieved when he still went to the overnight shooting.

It's selfish of me, I realize that, pero hindi lang ako ang maaapektuhan, siyempre kasama ko pa yung iba pa nming groupmates, right? Pero ayaw ko naman ng taong namamatay sa gitna ng set, db?

Ang ginawa ko na lng....ginamitan ko siya ng "signature bitchy approach" ko.
Bad, I know, pero.........................ewan....maybe it's just me.

Noong gabi, kaya pa naman niya pero nahihilo-hilo pa rin daw siya. So kung ganon lang, alam kong kaya pa naman pag ganun so hinayaan ko na lng muna. Pinapatulog/pahinga ko pa nga muna e.

Ang sabi ko, "Matulog ka muna diyan, gisingin ka na lng nmin pag magshshoot na."

Anyhoo...

Yung boys pinaligo ko nang saby-sabay. It was actually para makatipid ng water....mas marami ata yung nagamit nilang tubig coz naglaro pa sila.

Sa labas sila naligo, sa may labahan, katabi ni Wolfie (the Siberian Husky beside the labahan).
Ugh, sabay-sabay sila there. Nandun pa ako, naghuhubaran na sila....TUMAKBO NGA AKO papunta sa loob.

Si Angeline, as in super tagal maligo. hehe....and I give her the MOST ACTIVE Sleeper Award.
hehehehe..

Yung shooting...
Haaaay...umabot ng past midnight yng shooting ng balcony scene.

Una pang natulog si Mark ha.



As for the others...the boys were like playing with Carlos ng PS2 if not, they're watching the first part of "Freddy VS Jason" over and over (don't ask kung ano yung pinapaulit-ulit nila....and YES, I caught them in the act)

Jessica and Angeline were the first girls to sleep. Kat and Gundy were with me habang nagkkwentuhan kami about the Harry Potter thing.

3am na kami natulog.

Back to Baldo...ay..Mark pala..(ugh...lagi kong natatawag na Baldo yun, sorry.)

So ayun..the day after, nagsuka siya sa lababo.

Okay, sabi ko sa knya (coz he asked the night before), if ever na masusuka siya, do it ing the TOILET BOWL not in the sink that looks like a BOWL.

Anyway....aus lang iyon..."Félicitation!!" na lang kay Ate Rose na napalubog yng...alam niyo na.

Nagpasundo na siya sa mom niya after ng scene sa park. E kaysa bumagsak habang nagttrabaho, pinauwi ko na lang.

Then, noong nakauwi na, nagtext sakin mom niya saying, "This is Mark's mom. Just want to inform you Mark is admitted here in Makati Med. Hope you guys understand."

Damn! Nakokonsensya ako. Help! Ako ba ang (figurative) pumatay kay Mark Baldo??!
Ooooooooooh, I'm SORRY! :(

from my multiply....♥

Why I Have Been on Blog-Leave

[currently listenin to: Dick Van Dyke]

ok....if ever you're wonderin what I have been doing this past month...well wonder no more!

I'm just here to say that I am still on blog leave.

I'm quite busy with ballet these days and at home I am still watching Japanese series....hehe

Well, BM has its Summer Workshop Recital/Performance this May.
If you people want to watch...its on May 26 and 27, Star Theatre (Aliw Theatre?).

Tickets are P100 each. If I know you, you could ask me for tickets...hehe

anyway....

I'll update when I can....this is my busiest summer yet!

Oh....I have braces na pala....hehehe.....ja!

Arigato Kami-sama for Johnny's

[currently listenin to: Kat-Tun]

I AM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO ANYTHING JAPANESE RIGHT NOW!!

Especially JDramas...

siiiigh....what a fast internet connection can do to you...you can only imagine.

In a short period of time, I managed to finish Gokusen 1 & 2, Hana Yori Dango 1 & 2. I'm currently watching "Stand Up!!" and I'm usually watching uploaded episodes of D no Arashi and Mago Mago Arashi.

Speaking of Arashi...

I LOVE THEM!!!!

We have to thank the world for having Johnny's Entertainment. And we have to thank them for having the hottest Japanese "groups"...

like....
Arashi (嵐)
Kat-Tun
V6
NEWS

O db?? I told you they were hot especially ALL of Arashi and Kame & Jin of Kat-Tun

hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.....

♥ Jun ♥ Ohno ♥ Nino ♥ Sho ♥ Aiba ♥
grrrrr.......I'm going crazy right now..

gasp!!!

I just remembered....GMA7 is gonna show HYD nga pala this April....

Honestly...it's better watched in Japanese cause the dubbing in Tagalog doesn't really show the real emotion very well....they're good...but not enough....

I mean, how are they gonna show Tsukasa "stupidity" in JAPANESE in Tagalog.....as if!!

It will totally be different.

Anyway...Jun Matsumoto is way hotter speaking Japanese....hehehehe

Oh...let's not forget about WaT too....hehehe....both of them already appeared in the Gokusen series...can you tell which one was in which season??

Auditions in Ballet Manila

[currently listenin to: A Walk to Remember Soundtrack & John Mayer]

Finally, I had the guts to actually write this experience down...


okei...I was crazy!!

Last March 17, I actually auditioned in Ballet Manila!! (for their scholarships)

OMG!

This was only supposed to be something that would let my father know how far I have gone in passion....as he says it..



Donada St., Pasay City

I walked in the Ballet Manila compound with such nervousness that I think I was gonna pass out if I don't leave immediately

(okay...maybe that was too exaggerated, but still!)

I saw the BM bus....the big tour bus of Ballet Manila, then I walked in.

I already saw Lisa Macuja's home and studio in a magazine once...so the studio nearest to the entrance was not a surprise....the DANCERS in the studio were the surprising thing...

It's not actually a big thing to see dancers having a class but I kinda walked in a Company Class (I think)....there were like 4 girls and a LOT of boys.....they were having class...my goodness....they are very good!

wala lang....what do you expect...it's a dance company....so no biggie.

We (my dad and I) walked in the office.....the office was small....filled with papers and pictures and pictures and pictures.

He said, "She's (obviously referring to me) here for the auditions, how can she join?"

The woman there answered him...gave me a paper to fill in...gave me a number and told me to change and wait first coz the auditions will be at 2. Lisa and "Shaz" will be auditioning you.

Damn!

Honestly, I was really more excited to meet Osias Barroso, I don't know why. He was Ms. Damian's student btw.

hehe...

Okay....breathe in...2 of the leading "dancers" of the country would be auditioning me!

No big deal.

I went to the studio where the auditioning thing would be held.
People were stretching and chatting like they own the place.

Turns out...most of the girls there were already students of Ballet Manila and they were only going for the scholarships.

I asked one of them, "Taga-sang school ka?"

And she answered me (actually almost laughing??), "Uhm...taga-dito rin kami".

Okay...like 3 (including myself) girls were from other schools and the rest from there. There were boys there too.

I was #14

They (Lisa Macuja-Elizalde & Osias Barroso) kinda checked the attendace first.

And then we start.

Because the BM students already had class that morning, they went in first, skipped barre, went straight to center.
They just did developpes and arabesques...stuff like that...then they were done and called the non-BM students....

Barre first:
started with plies (sp?)....then Ms. Macuja checked everyone's extensions.
Luckily she lifted my left leg...it goes higher at the back....hehe...

anyhoo...Lisa Macuja lifted my leg!!!

No big deal.

Osias Barroso then asked who were already on pointes!
I raised my hand (in a very timid-ish way).

On the barre again....they just asked us to do rises and sous-sus...on pointe. Very simple.
Posse and arabesques on pointe too.

Then center:
They asked everybody to do soutenus on pointe (that's just turn and stop...turn and stop...so on)
I was second to the last..
After my turn (the last girl already started), Osias Barroso asked me if I could do chaines (sp?...pronounced as /shanes/ btw)

I said "yes"....coz we do that often naman e.

No big deal.

Why was I the only one asked to do chaines??!?!!

That's a good thing right?....

anyhoo...

Announcement of scholars?:

Before announcing...they had a talk about commitment....I was actually sweat-dropping because my purpose was not to be a pro in BM...I was just trying!
They also said...you shouldn't go to other schools na...and should be "loyal" to BM...

........sweat-drop...

The announcing was like "Project Runway-style" where all of the people were in a straight line and they ask some to come forward...yah...you know what I'm talking about...

They called most of the BM students first...they got half-scholarships in BM!!
Yay!

They called 4 or 5 people (including myself)....full scholars!!
...
........
...........OMG.

"You may now get your schedules in the office and we hope to see you this summer."

s***!!!

I panicked. I was only trying for crying out loud!
Tears were now silently streaming from my eyes...I didn't know what I was going to do.

Aaaaaaaaah!!...I rushed outside...looked for my dad and I managed to mouth, "Full....."

"What?", Papa said.
"Full!", I was really crying then. People aroung thought those were like tears of joy....they were actually tears of shock, confusion and panic.

My dad was laughing at me!!!
This was not a good time to laugh!

I wasn't really serious in this....look what that got me.

I just put my clothes over my leotards (still crying) when Lisa M. and Osias B. were walking in our direction...

I think they were gonna congratulate us or something when they noticed I was crying...

OMG!! This is the MOST EMBARASSING moment of MY LIFE!!!!

INIYAKAN KO SINA LISA MACUJA & OSIAS BARROSO!!!

O f***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not really a good first impression.
I didn't want to leave VCD. I haven't experienced what I want to experience there.

But those 2 said that this was supposed to be the next step for me.

Shoot me now.