Monday, July 30, 2007

It was a DARK and lonely day today.

[currently listenin to: Maroon 5]

gahd. I hate this day.

Today was the dry-run exam sa Vienna Review center..
It was supposed to be whole day.

Pinauwi na ako after I finished the test.

I hate it.

I felt like a loner, an outcast. I was isolated from everyone....haha.
(hala tumawa ba?....)

Pano naman kasi....stupid conjunctivitis. Stupid sore EYE. (eye kasi ISA lang e...hehe)

Pagdating ko pa lang sa school it was already the talk of the town (or so I think)
Late pa ako actually...again.

Noong pinapasok kaming mga pro-late-comers (well, some) the lower years were already gone. Seniors na lang yung nasa baba, they're sitting there with straight lines listening to Ma'am Gonzales and Divine.

BOOM! Pansin agad ba yung shades.

***anyhoo....madilim kaya, I was having a hard time seein coz hindi ako sanay nang naka-shades***

Ugh...yaw ko yung mga pangyayari kanina. haha.
Pagsigaw-sigaw ba naman ni Ma'am Gonzales?! Nagtatago ako actually sa may poste sa may canteen nang tawagin nya pangalan ko, "ASAN SI ERIKA??"...haha...parang ewan lang.

tapos sabi niya magtetest ako sa labas na lng....aaaaaaaaaaaawww..
Actually pinapauwi na nga ako ni Divine e....(e gahd magdedefend pa nga ako dapat tapos yun nga yung dry-run)

Ayun. Mag-isa ako sa labas ng AVR nagtetest. Naghanap ako ng "comfort" sa Papa ko. Tinext ko siya, sinabi ko yung situation kanina na ang panget ng araw ko ngayon, nagreply ba naman,


"Panget ka naman talaga e! He he he he"
Wow, he helped, grabeh.
Kada may dadaan sa harap ko titignan ako na parang ewan. Parang new attraction ba na parang pinangdidirihan.
Haaaay...lunch time, pinangdidirihan ako nina Bholen, Icar, Lovely, Jessica.
Well, at least they still sat with me in the same table even though they were like at least 3 feet away from me.
para akong leper kanina.
C'mon people! I'm not that contagious.....MEDYO lang. haha

So habang nagtetest,,,mag-isa lang talaga ako sa labas. Dinadaanan ng lower years, ng omni, ng photographer (hindi ako nakasama sa picture!), ng mga teachers, mga parents at iba pa.

It's frustrating noh...tapos para pa akong guard. Pinagtatanungan pa ako kung nakita ko na daw si ganito or napansin ko bang dumaan dito si ganito..

I'm actually taking a test there. Hindi ko naman mapapansin palagi, db?
Haaaaay...basta...
at least, hindi na ako nagpaalam kung magc-cr man ako

AND

nakakabit pa iPod ko habang nagtetest ako....o well...

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

good luck na lang sa UPCAT! hope you make it ecause i know you can. maksci ka eh!

Anonymous said...

wawa nmn c erika knina. feel nia super isolated cia sa kabihasnan..Kasi nmn ganun tlga nangyari kanina..hehe. Ayos lng yan,alam nmn ng lhat na papasa k sa UPCAT!!

eKa said...

ndi nakakatuwa ang pagiging isolated a....sniff

Anonymous said...

hope u get better.