how dare you.!?!?!!

[currently listenin to: "somebody screaming for his dear and useless life"]

this is addressed to an ass...

hope you like it... XD

i hate you.

die.

P.S. i hate you :))

[currently listenin to: American Hi-Fi]

whoo...I have been looking for this song for hours and at last! I found it!! (Oh Lori...haha!!)

Turns out...my dad keeps telling me it was by the Doobie Bros. but its by the Alessi Bros. pala....

whoa....that took a lot of time.

Watzsup with the title you may ask? Well.....I am not really in the mood to tell anyways....sorry!

haha.

anyhoo...my gahd..vacation is like over....so much for sem break....it has gone too fast.Too fast for my liking....too fast for anyone's liking...

okei...the previous song is now over....and Stevie Wonder is now ranting about his sorry life.

Joke!...I love Stevie Wonder.....he's just calling me his Cherie Amour...(sp?) ahahaha!!...ala lng

anyhoo......now that's song is over...this playlist just keeps going over and over.....

but what the hell....i love the songs nman e!

yesterday nga pla...

I was in Madam's house...well...I just ended up sleeping on her bed with her Tigger pillow and going home with her dad's freshly baked biscuits....ahaha!! (Tnx...that was really good by the way)

At least...we started sumthin.... :))

Anyhoo......sa laki ng mansion nila madam...naligaw pa ako...ahihi....joking only!!..... :))

d nga.

I don't wanna go back to school yet!! I just miss the people in it (well....except for a couple of people of course, who are both ASSes) grrr!

sigh...my gash my ganache!! I love this song...hehehe...

Moodswing Phase #2

[currently listenin to: "i'm still listenin to it, baby!"]

siiiiiigh...

Everybody here is like MAD with me.

My mom's mad at me.

My dad's mad with me.

PCD must die!

My dad just took my computer privileges away (I'm thinking this is the last time I'm gonna use this soo nilulubos-lubos ko na coz they're away)

What am I supposed to do with my f***ed up life??!!!

I wanna just cry right now....

Or maybe not.

But anyhoo...

this computer is like my life..!!!! Why take that away from me???!!!

And then my parents are like accusing/denunciating these crazy ideas that I wouldn't even think about??!!!! or anyhoo....have any ideas about?!!

my gahd!!! what is wrong with them??!

And then you try to tell them that....and they won't believe you!!

Oh cruel world.

"death to pcd"
***w0w I sound like those Middle Eastern pipol hu says "death to america" or sumthin....***

note: pcd is a codename for a person not the group who sang "beep"...hehehe

Fine! Maybe not death to picd...it's too strong a word......maybe pain, torture and suffering....

Yah...that's better.

But in the mean time...calling the other members of "The Magic Semi-circle of Friends"!!!

I need you guys right now...

siiiiigh....

Moodswing Phase #1

[currently listenin to: "the rantings of my lonely life"]

damn!

I'm like depressed.

Let's start this with the events of yesterday.

I went to Glorietta (alone! ^^) {...and went home (still alone!! ^^)}

Watched a movie with my friendssss...(Employee of the Month...nuthin else to watch anyway)

and spent the whole afternoon with them....Genna's treat.

my gahd!

I am not happy!

I was like the wind (or smog) to somebody

and I certainly did not like that.

Lovely was really pissed.

But if that was the case....panuh na kaya ako noh??!

anyhoo...

Had fun.
After the movie, we said our goodbyes...
Hugged everybody, of course.

And for a moment there...I felt like I fit "perfectly"??

Being vague again....well...I'm trying to...

Today...I realized...

the "gzzt!" wasn't there anymore.

no more enthusiasm.

And that made me feel so dooown.

I erased EVERYTHING. I mean everything.
And it felt fulfilling....it felt good to do that.

Thought some things would change (in a good way)....but it did...in a way I didn't like it to do so.

damn!

Now...to make myself feel better...I'll just ask these questions to myself..

"Why I am even wasting my time with that??!"
"Why am I complicating stuff......I was fine way before this..sooo why am I feeling so depressed??!"

Well.....f*** to everybody who ditched me!! and thank you!!

Hmph! Right on gurl! Move on with your life!!!!

There wasn't even something special there in the first place....I think??

Really pissed off and the same time disappointed right now.

[currently listenin to: Bonnie Pink]

aargh.

Am really pissed...

and sad.

It's a secret.....the reason..

Ryyyyyt.

Am I vague & confusing...??

Well...I am.

But for those of you who KNOW.....

I'm not veryy happy....
I was there alone.

But nooooo.....

Have to really ignore that fact, don't we??

Siiigh....nobody loves me...

Am really depressed right now.

Wish in the weekends and sem-break...that would change.

Ugh....distractons.

You don't know what you've done to me.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

That's why...at this very moment....

I HATE YOU.

Some other stuff...

[currently listenin to: Irene Cara]

to Gundy:

wtf??!!! is wrong with curly-haired people?!!!!!?!??!?!
I get the impression that curly-haired people are not pretty in your recent post!!!!

not. nice....

anyhoo....watzsup with the hair anyway........

haaaaay...

my gulaaaay...

anyhoo....
did I mention that last Friday...I left school at 7pm....and while I was waiting for my sundo....
there were 3 (or 4) very professional photographers named Ryan, Lester, Joven (and Jan Lloyd)

walang kasing ganun sa bundok so they played with my baby...

omg!
handling of my baby by other people is alright as long as they treat it as a baby...

but my gahd....that wasn't treatment fit for a baby....those boys almost gave me a heart attack......well...anyhoo...

if you wanna see their ///insert sarcasm here\\\ exceptional photography.....look for their album in my multiply....

haha!

After 38 years....whoooO!

[currently listenin to: APO Hiking Society]

w0w!! after 38 years...I post again!

It's been a while....and this past week...I have been doing so much??!...I think..

well....first of all...there's a new principal...Mr. Anir has been transferred or sumthin' and has been replaced by Dr. Divine!!!

Tuesday...I was pulled out from my classes and I attended a seminar, "EntrepreYOUTH" along with Francine, Carlo, Rey, Paula, Nich, Ryan, Peter and Denjo from the other sections....at the Rockwell Tent....

No free food so we have to eat out...so Nich and I ate at McDo...hehe...ala lng...

Wednesday...I was one of the two emcees/hosts in the Induction of the ANGELS Club Officers of Makati...so I wasn't able to attend my morning classes....

**anyhoo....Ms. Ruiz, the Schools Division Superintendent and the other school officials complimented the way we hosted...and we were even asked by one of the officials what elementary school we came from.....syempre....CSA!! hehehe....

Thursday and Friday...not much....I just did a lot of catching up from the classes I missed.....

Sir Vidallo's long test was deadly!!! I'm currently still recovering from that....

Other parts of my life....

Socially....I dunno...still the same...not much happenin...especially in my "luvlyf"...if I even have any...

This week nga pla...Jed and Martin celebrated their birthdays!! And damn the stupid time...ndi tuloy ako nakasama kayna Martin....haaaaaay......

Walang nagmamahal sakin...magreply naman kayo!!