[currently listenin to: "the rantings of my lonely life"]
damn!
I'm like depressed.
Let's start this with the events of yesterday.
I went to Glorietta (alone! ^^) {...and went home (still alone!! ^^)}
Watched a movie with my friendssss...(Employee of the Month...nuthin else to watch anyway)
and spent the whole afternoon with them....Genna's treat.
my gahd!
I am not happy!
I was like the wind (or smog) to somebody
and I certainly did not like that.
Lovely was really pissed.
But if that was the case....panuh na kaya ako noh??!
anyhoo...
Had fun.
After the movie, we said our goodbyes...
Hugged everybody, of course.
And for a moment there...I felt like I fit "perfectly"??
Being vague again....well...I'm trying to...
Today...I realized...
the "gzzt!" wasn't there anymore.
no more enthusiasm.
And that made me feel so dooown.
I erased EVERYTHING. I mean everything.
And it felt fulfilling....it felt good to do that.
Thought some things would change (in a good way)....but it did...in a way I didn't like it to do so.
damn!
Now...to make myself feel better...I'll just ask these questions to myself..
"Why I am even wasting my time with that??!"
"Why am I complicating stuff......I was fine way before this..sooo why am I feeling so depressed??!"
Well.....f*** to everybody who ditched me!! and thank you!!
Hmph! Right on gurl! Move on with your life!!!!
There wasn't even something special there in the first place....I think??
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