GRADUATION.

[currently listenin to: NEWS]

Ok. So graduation ko kahapon.
Whatyaknow?! ALUMNI na kami!!! Haha.

Omgahd. Ang tanda ko na. A
nyway... Nung umaga...ang nagplantsa ng hair ko is Ate Liezl and then I did my horrible make-up. hehe.

Pero the hair was fine...minadali, pero umeffect siya after.
So sa graduation, Mommy Lita, Carlos, and Mama were with me. I dunno. Humabol na lang ang Papa ko and I don't really know what time siya nakarating dun.

Pagdating ko nga dun nagkagulo-gulo pa ako dun sa flower thingy e...haha..wala lang....nagkaroon ng confusion kung kailangan ba or hindi...

In fairness, di ako umiyak nung graduation. It was just another day.
Napaluha lang talaga ako dun sa speeches nina Aimes and Armand (whoo! both may special mention ako. haha) Pero definitely, no crying.

Ang weird ng feeling noh, but I have a freakin' diploma!
Sorry, ngayon lang ako grumaduate....nung grade school kasi hindi so......ayun.

I could also proudly say na ang hot ng mama ko that day. Parang "in your face!" sa mga nagpasuot ng gown/barong sa parents....haha....hmmmm....
Si Papa nga lang, nanggulat naman with his uber green cargo-ish top. O well.....it was fine.

Wala nga lang si Binay nung graduation. Sayang yung nirehearse na pag-upo after niyang "supposedly" sabihing "Maaari na kayong umupo"....DUN nagkagulo. Haha.

So.........
after ng graduation...
Muntik na akong sakalin ng nanay ko coz ang gulo ko daw: hindi ako makapagdecide kung kakain or what. Siyempre ako gusto kong maglunch di ba? (Graduation Lunch?) Ayaw nga lang ni mommy sumama coz may pupuntahan pa daw siya. So we settled for ITALLIANNI's na lang sa Bonifacio High Street.

Mygahd. ANG LALAKI ng servings nila. Mamatay-matay na ako after sa kabusugan. But even if it was so expensive, IT WAS WORTH IT. Damn! Masarap talaga.

So kung mayroon man sa inyo na gustong manglibre sa Itallianni's, pwedeng-pwede ako! haha! Anytime pwede....basta ba treat niyo e.

Hoy! Ang hirap ubusin ng dish na yan a. Tapos the drinks were the size of pitchers! San ka pa?!?! Haha.


Anyway...

CONGRATULATIONS BATCH 2008!!!

Sign kayo sa "dedication book" ko ha...

[currently listenin to: Jeffrey Osborne]

Hala...nafeefeel niyo na ba na this is it na?? Na gagraduate na tayo? Na matatapos na ang high school life natin? Na magkakahiwalay na tayo? Oh my. Oonga noh. Well...paksyet naman. Ilang beses ko na ba narinig yun. Haha.

Anyway, totoo naman e. This is it na nga. Nagpapractice na nga tayo ng graduation e. Even though practices really suck dahil bilad na bilad talaga kami sa araw. Even though we still here the same rantings and crap every day. Ilang araw na lang.

I have some pics from our practices. Hehehe...wala lang...I just want to show you how it all looks like in my eyes (tse!)...

Hehehe...tsan..tsananan tantan...tsan..tsananantsan...wahaha....ok...imaginin niyo na lang yun.

Tapos...pag may announcement naman si Ma'am Gonzales...or if she has anything to say...ganyan naman ang mga itsura niyo....

Memoooooriiiies...sniff....
Kakaasar naman noh...
I am really gonna miss this.
Yun naman talaga yon e. I don't really care about the actual school, what's more important and more precious to me is my friends.
(tama ba?)

My batch mates...the people I see every day. The people I talk to every day, the people na pinapalo ko yung pwet o kaya hinahalikan ko. Hehehe

Oonga pala. I have this REALLY REALLY big scrapbook. Think about your message na. With your message, may nakadikit dun na picture natin....kaya people, make it long and meaningful without all the annoying cliches.....o'ryt? I'm counting on you...

Haay nako! Watdahell?!?!

[currently listenin to: Mika]

Damnit!! Hindi niyo ba ako naiintindihan?!
Ang mahirap diyan e may nagagalit back pero hindi naman alam kung bakit nagagalit e.

Kasi...si Slave Bitch talaga oo!!

Anyway...I ask you, WHY ARE YOU EVEN ANGRY? WHAT'S MAKING YOU SO MAD?

Kapag nasagot niyo yun nang matino, ok fine. Magaling.
But I doubt it. I don't think you even have a good reason.

Mygahd. Look at it this way. If you didn't have a problem with us in the first place, you wouldn't act so angry with us kung hindi namin kayo pinapansin, or hindi niyo rin kami 'hindi papansinin'. You WOULD ask us what the hell is wrong with us, kung bakit kami nagkaganoon. But NO, hindi yun ang nangyari. You had a very negative response, that only means that you already had a problem with us.

O c'mon. You all know me. I wouldn't be this concerned kung wala akong reason, right? You know me. I know you do.

(Hoy, Slave Bitch! Tandaan mo sinabi ko sayo.)

Kaya don't act like you were the saints of the century, damnit.

I wouldn't stick with people na hindi ko naman masakyan. That is already MY problem. But the way you make us feel so left out is not really a good thing, is it? Now that is YOUR problem.

Bitches! Kung kailan graduation?!?

[currently listenin to: 21 Best Philippine Folk Dances]

Intro muna:

True friends...
...don't make you feel left out.
...will always ask you if something is wrong when it's noticeable.
...don't keep secrets from you.
...say that you're already being a bitch in front of your face when you're actually already being one.

WARNING: Lots of profanity ahead.

Who the hell do you think you are?! I dunno what's wrong with you people!!
(Well....wag nang magulat if you're actually reading about yourselves coz, c'mon, you expected something like this in here already)

Grabeh! Ang kapal naman ng mga mukha...kung kailan graduation na!?

I dunno what the hell happened, ba't bigla kayong nagbago. But if you have something to tell me, SAY IT IN FRONT OF MY FACE! Hindi yung isinasantabi niyo lang kami.

Baka hindi MO lang kasi alam kung ano ang feeling ng palaging naleleft-out! Well, it sucks! Alam mo namang makisiksik pa kami sa grupong hindi naman namin masakyan!

How dare you point out pa na hindi lahat ng bagay nasasakyan. Sa inyo, wala talaga kaming masakyan. Akala ko kasi, SLOW lang ako kaya binabale-wala ko lang. Well, hindi lang pala ako. O c'mon....

I have ears, you know. And the things that I'm hearing are all BULLSHIT!! Mahiya nga kayo. What did I do to you?! WE don't deserve this.

Sa iba, akala ko hindi kayo makitid mag-isip....mali pala ako. I'm sorry, but this is all BULLCRAP.

Ano daw? Kami ang humihiwalay??! Well, think about it. BAKIT KAMI HIHIWALAY? Ano yun, trip-trip lang namin??!

I don't want to end like this...full of shit! Grabeh, nakakagigil talaga. Ugali mo, hindi na maganda. Can you blame us for acting this way? Yung nagtatampo?

Yung necklace thing. Sabihin na nating mababaw. Pero masakit rin yun sa part namin. Parang wala lang kami. Kasama niyo kami dun noong nag-uusap pa lang kayo, hindi ba masakit yun, yung maiwan?

Nagoover-react ba ako? Baka? But you wouldn't know that, would you? Kasi you don't know how it feels to be left out.

Yesterday, I was just testing kung iimbitahin niyo man lang kami sa little circle NIYO. E hindi e, lumayo kami ng kaunti tapos...WALA LANG.

It gives me the feeling na, kung nawala man kami, WALA LANG. Parang life is so much better. Kami ang mga kasama niyo araw-araw for crying out loud, tapos you give me this crap about not everything is nasasakyan?!

Hindi naman kayo ganyan dati. Nabigla ako dito. Grabeh. After ko kayong patulugin sa bahay namin and after niyong mag-iiiyak nung recollection. UGALI MO, tignan mo lang kung maganda.

Hindi kami humiwalay, guys. You were just leaving us out in a way na...sobra-sobra na. Hindi niyo siguro makita kung gaano ka-insensitive yun, noh?

I'm not angry. I'm not mad. I'm just really disappointed.....really....disappointed.

Prom 2008

[currently listenin to: Giselle]

Prom.

My last high school prom.

O whattanight that was...

People were gorgeous, of course, but let's face it. The prom was like the faculty's prom.

The music. Don't even get me started.
Kung hindi pangmatanda yung music, pang-ati-atihan...

What was that about? Alam ko may sinubmit na list ng songs yung mga people for the prom, db? And I am so sure hindi yun yon.

Anyway...sayang, it could have been better. Pano naman kasi noh, 10:00 na nagstart yung actual dancing. Ibig sabihin, ilang oras yung ceremony? Mygahd. 10 na nagstart tapos we were supposed to end at midnight. So 2 hours na lang yung dancing part. And most of that was the oldie and the ati-atihan music...

Haaaay....puro reklamo noh?

Sayang. Ako pa naman ang muse ng MMDA noong gabing iyon. Haaaaaay....
Haha

Anyway...the turn-over thingy went kinda well. My 3-sentence speech did it. Haha. And ang tagal na nakasindi yung candle ha, in fairness.

Food: uhm...ok lang siguro. Matigas nga lang yung meat. Sabi nila beef daw, pork kaya yun. Tsaka natuwa naman ako sa "cream of hotdog" (named by Val and co.), ang daming nagreact dun. Haha

Venue: Mas maganda siya sa last year, pero mas masikip. Ayos lang...at least nakasayaw ang cotillion dun kahit papaano.