First day of college.

[currently listenin to: Ayaka]

Whoah. First day as an Iskolar ng Bayan in the University of the Philippines - Manila (UPM).

So siyempre, unang-una yung orientation. The freshmen welcome ceremonies (or sumthing like that) was held in the Fleur de Liz Auditorium, St. Paul's. Aimes, Megan, Maiko, Christine G, and I agreed to meet in McDo sa may Pedro Gil station before 7:15. BOOM! I arrived there mga one hour before!! Ewan. I'm always early pag ganyan e. Pero I found naman na on that time, wala pang tao sa LRT. O db?

Anyway, the orientation: first impression ko, and kulit ng chancellor ng UP Manila. Haha. Ewan, pero half of his speech, inaasar niya UP Diliman. Haha. And then nagka-"lightning rally" pa. Galing noh, unang araw pa lang, may rally na agad...

In fairness, ang dami rin namin sa BS Biology. Hehe. Are we safe in numbers? (Bleh!)


After ng welcome ceremonies, Robinson's na agad!! Gutom na gutom na kaya kami nun, so kailangan na talagang kumain. Ang tagal bago nakapagdecide kung saan kakain (sabi ni Aimes, sa Mr. Quickie na lang daw...watda?!). Well...for some reason nag-end up rin kami sa Greenwich.

Naturn-off lang ako sa CR ng Robinson's. Haha. Ewan. Kasi naman e.

Haaay...parang magsasawa tayo sa mall this year a. Di ba, people?

After ng lunch, college orientation naman. So nasa mga kanya-kanyang colleges na ang mga people. CAS (College of Arts and Sciences) kami. And hindi ko pa rin kabisado talaga yung building. Malalaman ko na lang na nandun na ako hindi ko man lang alam kung saan ako dumaan. Hahaha. Sa Roofdeck kami nagorientation....and gahd...ang INIT dun!

Basta sa sobrang init, hindi na ako nakapagconcentrate dun sa anu man ang sinasabi ng kung sino man ang nagsasalita. Ang ginawa ni Aimes, naghanap ng ibang mapaglilibangan. Ayun. Nakakita ng mga people na tumalon sa helicopter at nag parachute pababa. Ang cute! Hehe. First time ko rin lang makakita ng ganun (ay grabeh, hindi na talaga nakinig). And that time rin, nagtetext-text na lang ako, asking random MakSci people how they're doing na in their first day in school (or yung sa iba na hindi pa pumapasok).

O yeah. May ID na kami! Feel na feel ko na ang pagiging taga-UP ko. Haha. Ang panget ko nga lang sa ID. I look like a very sick old woman or sumthing. Che! In fairness, masarap siyang suotin. Haha. (Siguro sa umpisa lang, I dunno)

Ui, mga MakSci batchmates! I would like to let you know that our Aimes is our block's treasurer! (Muntik na maging blockhead. O well...still. Hehehe)

Di na ako tambay?! Oh sh*t!

[currently listenin to: Ariel Lin (I finished watching They Kiss Again na!)]

Nabubulok na ang blog ko so it's time for another post.

So I just had my hair done kanina. Coz like namatay-matay na yung buhok ko sa kakabilad sa araw (sa pagcocommute) at paglagay ng hair products (like mousse (sp?)) (dahil sa ballet) araw-araw. So tama lang na i-revive ko yan. Hehe.

Ooooh...and I like the way they do hot oil there, and the cut too. Talagang absorb na absorb. So if you guys want to experience inexpensive but effective hair treatment, this salon is located beside the ADSEM clinic in Comembo, Makati. Hehehe. (sorry, pero I really forgot the name, hindi ko naman kasi tinitignan e)


It's kind of the same naman, just shorter (and more uhm...layer-y). Hehehe. Oonga rin pala, my foot is better na. May kaunting maga pa rin (and I still can't do a proper fondue with it), pero still, it's a lot better than before. Sana mawala na totally yung maga (and sakit).

(Ang hilig ko ata sa parentheses ngayon? hmmm)

....
.....
......na-realize ko lang! Di na ako tambay! I mean this is the point in our lives na hindi tayo high school and hindi pa tayo college. As in...tambay! and matatapos na yun. Aaaaw. Parang hindi ko man lang nasulit. Hehe. Nasa bahay lang talaga ako the whole summer (aside from the workshop days). Nakaharap lang sa computer at nanonood ng JDrama (sinuyod ko kaya yung Johnny's) at TWDrama...whoo. Hindi ko na ata mabilang kung ilan nang series ang napanood ko this summer e. Hehehe. Tuwa naman ako, ang dami kong napanood. Pero puro ganun lang ginawa ko.

Anyway...

...di pa ako ready magcollege. Ayaaan....ayan ang napapala mo sa kakabasa ng mga stuff sa Peyups. Tinakot ko lang sarili ko. Hehe. Napa-isip tuloy ako kung kaya ko bang abutin ang original plans ko sa buhay ko. Potek na, parang lumayo a (kung kailan college na). <-- ang drama noh.

I still feel bad dun sa nangyari sa Tarlac with my relatives. Because they were like comparing UP and (*another school*), e lahat sila galing dun, parang napagtulungan ang UP, so nagkick itong feeling that I had to defend UP. Lumabas tuloy sa aking (already damaged and arrogant) bibig yung "UP and others" and the fact na pinagtawanan ko lang yung entrance test sa (*other school*)...

Waaah...bad choice coz dun sila lahat grumaduate. Nag-iisa ako. I learned this the hard (and embarassing) way, pero at that moment lang talaga, I just meant to defend UP, ang lumabas nga lang is mayabang (talaga) ako. Whoo....anyway. What's done is done. I will just prove na lang na hindi puro yabang (ayaaan kasi...bunganga mo). Next time, wag ka na lang magsalita, iwas ka pa sa away. Hehe

Summer Workshop is over!

[currently listenin to: Arashi]

Waaaah! Tapos na summer workshop!!!
Guess what...daming napromote this summer (not including me) like Lina and Patti na Company Scholars na ngayon and Lala and Ginny na Full Scholars na ngayon...and the boys too....well duh.

As for me, dahil hindi naman ako pumapasok last year, hindi talaga ako mapropromote. And I missed the opportunity to dance a variation this summer so isa pa yun. So I decided na ang goal ko this year sa ballet is magkaroon ng improvement (or promotion of any kind) sa December. They only give promotions twice a year and isa dun is sa December pa. So do well, Eka! Strive harder! Work harder!! Para may umusad naman sa buhay mo!!! Yeh! O d' ba...may goal na ako para sa sarili ko this year.

Isa pang thing... You know, hindi talaga ako makalakad ngayon coz I have this very very bad sprain on my right foot. As in MAGANG-MAGA siya right now. Actually mga 5 days na siyang namamaga, TINIIS ko na lang siya sa performance coz tutal, ilang araw na lang d' ba...and ito and consequence. I can't really walk right now. Hindi ko nga mababa yung paa ko e, or else nacucut yung circulation and it hurts...waaaaaaah....

Sabi pa ni Daddy (the doctor) hindi naman daw mukhang masakit ang paa ko nung napanood niya ako nung Sunday. Aba siyempre! 'Lam niyo namang ipakita ko sa stage na hindi ako makalakad...siyempre SMILE pa rin!

Kaya ngayon, lagi lang akong nakaupo tapos naliligo ako nakataas yung isang paa (coz hindi ko raw siya pwedeng basain, I dunno why). And I smell like an old person (lam mo yun, yung amoy-matanda...). This is really my first major injury...

Saan ka nakakita ng injured na nakapag-klase at nakapagperform pa (with no angal at all)?

Thanks sa mga MakSci friends ko na nanood pa rin kahit nasa corps lang ako (or dahil sa Ride-All-You-Can...anyway...) And mind you, akala pa nina Mama, 5pm yung show nung Saturday when I clearly told them way before na parehong 3pm yung show...ayun they (pati sina Kat and friends) all missed the first dance (Markitanka)...I clearly remember pa kung saan at kailan ko sinabi sa kanila yun, o, sinong hindi nakikinig ngayon? Hmph...
Buti na lang malapit-lapit lang kami sa Star City....whooh...

Pina-X-ray ko na pala yung right foot ko and thank God, walang dislocation or fracture or anything. MAGANG-MAGA lang talaga yung muscle....you really can't imagine the pain right now....damn...anyway...

So dahil tapos na summer workshop at June pa ATA and pasukan sa ballet...nananaba na ako ngayon. Puro kain at walang exercise. I can feel it na nga e...tsk..tsk....pahirapan toh pag pasok...hehehe...

Yeh! So magrerecover muna ako from my injury....sana makalakad na ako!

Kita-kits na sa June 10!

[currently listenin to: Delibes]

I'm already enrolled.
I'm already done with the psychological test.
I'm done with the campus tour.
I met some of my blockmates.
I joined the block lunch.
I attended the "orientation" sneak peek thingy.

Ano na lang ba ang gagawin? Wala na noh? Papasok na lang sa June 10.

Yesterday, May 8, enrollment ng BS Bio students sa UP Manila.
Maaga kami (ni mama) na pumunta dun so sa pila namin #5 ako (yay!)
Para siyang The Amazing Race. So buti na lang talaga medyo nauna-una ako kundi MAJOR PILA ang ginawa ko. Mabilis naman ang proseso ng pag-eenroll...ok lang. Pabalik-balik nga lang sa CAS (College of the Arts and Sciences) tsaka OUR (Office of the University Registrar).

Napansin ko sa UP Manila...ang hilig nila sa acronyms!! Lahat ata ng bagay naka-acronym! E kung bago ka, para kang "uuh, ano uli yun?" Hehe.

So in the end, napunta ako sa Block 1 ng BS Bio. Kasama ko sina Aimes and Megan. Galing noh? Nandun rin sina Lea na naging schoolmate ko nung elementary (si Lea nakasama ko pa sa MakSci nung first year pero lumipat siya sa Philippine Science the next year).

Yesterday, nakahabol pa ako sa rehearsals sa BM.

Kanina, May 9 na, psychological test and orientation naman.
After nun nagkaroon ng Block Lunch and Campus Tour.

Ang haba ng psch test, di ko alam kung matitino yung mga pinaglalagay ko dun.
Sa orientation naman, well....may part na hindi na ako nakinig coz inantok talaga ako. Hehe. Peash!

Etoh na....block lunch.
I met a lot of new people. Naging kasama ko sila for the rest of the day (or the next few hours). Sila kasi yung mga ka-table namin sa food court ng Annex.

Haha! May UP Annex!! Hulaan niyo kung saan....**

So siyempre, you have to meet and make new friends. Tuwa naman ako. They're very nice people and sana maging close pa kami sa susunod na panahon (naks!)
Though nakadikit pa rin ako kayna Aimes (not Aimex) and Megan.
Kailangang makabisado na ang pasikot-sikot sa Annex for future reference. Haha.

Campus Tour...
Honestly, I don't remember kung saan kami dumaan. Basta ang alam ko yung kung paano ka pupunta sa building ng CAS (na nasa Padre Faura) from Pedro Gil. Other than that, hindi ko na alam.
Tsaka hindi ko alam kung bakit yung Fleur de Liz (sp?) Auditorium ay nasa St. Paul University??? Hmmm....anyway...
Lalo na sa CAS...lobby lang siguro ang natatandaan ko (tsaka canteen...hehe). Yung mga rooms....WALA TALAGA. Mga RH-RH ek-ek, mga GAB-GAB ek-ek....ang daming pasikot-sikot. Nakakaloka! Wala kasing pattern yung rooms e. Halo-halo. Juicemiyo. Good luck na lang sa pasukan. Haha.

This time, hindi na ako umabot sa rehearsals sa BM. Sa Star Theater pa naman. Oh my. Pagalitan kaya ako bukas? Hehehe.



**napa-isip ba kayo? Ang UP Annex ay ang......

....Robinson's na katabi-katabi lang talaga. Haha.

Show na sa May 17 & 18

[currently listenin to: music from "Pushing Daisies"]

OY! MGA TAO!!

Show na sa May 17 and 18. Parehong 3pm. Sa Star Theater, Star City, Pasay City. (andaming city)
If you wanna watch kahit nasa corps de ballet* lang ako (puro partnering naman), contact me na lang.

Anyway, Ride-All-You-Can naman yung tickets na ibibigay ko sa inyo e.
Watch because you want to, not because of the free rides...

Maganda yung show, kasama dito yung mga isasama na performances and performers for Korea. Kaya every moment is worth it.


* meaning hindi ako lead, or anything close to that.

Update sa pagCOMMUTE.

[currently listenin to: Randy Crawford]

EHEM! Update sa aking pagcocommute!

Kung may mga taong (I can't believe it) nagulat dahil nalaman nila na nagcocommute pala ako araw-araw, here's an update:

NAKAPUNTA NA AKO SA UP MANILA NANG MAG-ISA!!!

Yay! Wala akong kasama! As in!! Para akong tanga-na-hindi-alam-kung-saan-pupunta-kaya-namamasyal-na-lang-daw-kunwari-para-hindi-halata....

Kanina, dahil sa wala akong pasok, pinapunta ako ng nanay ko sa UP Manila, sa College of Dentistry in particular, para kunin yung forms na kailangan for the dental examination thingy.

Dahil pupunta naman ako sa ortho ko sa May 1, private dental exam na lang ang gagawin ko.
So punta ako sa Pasay, as usual, sakay ako ng LRT. Ang iba lang is bumaba ako sa PEDRO GIL. Wow. Hindi ko naman talaga alam kung saan talaga ako dapat pumunta. Ang alam ko lang ang College of Dentistry ay nasa corner ng Taft at Pedro Gil.

So pagbaba ko ng LRT (nasa other side ako), inisip ko muna kung saan ako pupuntak, sa kanan ba o sa kaliwa. Yung kanan ata is the daan papuntang PGH, yun kaliwa.....well....I dunno.

I decided to just follow the people crossing the road so dumaan ako sa kaliwa.

Lakad...lakad...lakad.......hanggang sa nakakita ako ng gate. Aha! May guard!! So nagtanong ako sa kanya....

Eventually...

Nakita ko yung College of Dentistry and nakakuha na ako form. Sense of fulfillment/achievement ang natamo ko paglabas ko ng UP. Haha. Natuwa ka?
Balik na akong LRT...then the usual way back home.

Pagdating ko sa village, nakita ko yung FX sa labas ng mini-mart. Kung siusuwerte ka nga naman oo! E di, di ko na kailangang maglakad all the way to the house. Haha!! I was out for only a couple of hours btw.......

Summer Lovin'

[currently listenin to: Episode 11 - La Corda D'Oro Primo Passo]

Tagal kong hindi nagpost noh? Namiss niyo siguro ako.
Why, you ask? Siyempre, it's summer na naman. May summer workshop uli sa BM.

Ano pa bang gagawin ko kundi magballet? Wala na. 5 days a week. 3 hours a day. Whooooo! Galing noh?

Right now, I'm attending: Level 3, Level 4, Variation/Pointe Class, and Partnering Class.

Masaya yung Variation and Partnering!! So far, I know 3 variations na: yung 'Amboite' (sp?) na variation and the 'Pirouette' variation ng Odalisque from Le Corsaire, plus yung "Peasant Pas" from Giselle.

Whoooot! Natuwa ka? Ako oo, ewan ko sa iyo. Haha.

Sa partnering naman, well.........
regular partner ko si Kuya Alfren, he's okay. He's always telling me "tigasan mo lang ang tiyan mo".

Well, I know I should noh, but I'm not so sure if I'm doing it. Hehe. Joke lang. Ilang beses ko na nga siya nasusuntok at nakakalmot. Sorry for that. Wahaha. (tumawa ba after mag-sorry?)

Namomroblema lang talaga ako sa pointe shoes ko. The Grishko Pro-Flex na pinadala sa akin ni Tito Randy before ay malapit nang ma-deadz. And ang nagkasya lang sa akin is yung "Suffolk Solos" that costs a whopping PhP 5500!!! Halos mahimatay ang nanay ko nung araw na yun, wala naman akong magawa coz wala na talaga akong gagamitin and I need a new pair of pointe shoes asap. Sabi niya tuloy dapat maglast yang pointe shoes na yan ng mahigit 6 months ha, coz hindi na kita ibibili. Next year na....

Like WHUAAAAAT??!?! May dadating pa akong Grishko sa July and next summer ko na lang daw gagamitin yun.

Like WHUUAAAAAAT??!?!?!!? Haha.

Pero I swear, mas gusto ko pa rin yung Grishko coz yun talaga ang nagwowork for me. So KUNG MERON DIYAN NA GUSTO AKONG SUPPLYAN NG POINTE SHOES......OKAY LANG.
Wala kasi dito sa BANSA. Note: BANSA.

Sa States lang talaga. Kaya mga ninang at ninong, mga tito at tita, friends, neighbors, NANANAWAGAN AKO!!!! AS IN! SAKLOLO!!!!! haha.

And people, araw-araw akong nagcocommute. Papunta at pauwi. Araw-araw.
Araw-araw rin akong bilad sa araw at usok. Thank you very much.
Kaya sabihin niyo kung gusto niyo ng kasama pag sasakay kayo ng LRT o ng jeep papuntang Pasay o kaya Bicutan. Game ako. Wahaha.

Naligaw na nga ako once e. Mali yung nasakyan kong jeep. Ang dapat na sinakyan ko KALIWA. Nasakay ako sa KANAN.
E kasi naman! Walang nakalagay na kanan o kaliwa sa jeep niya. Nakalagay lang Bicutan. Tinanong ko pa yung driver ha. Tinanong ko pa siya. Sabi niya oo dun sa dadaanan ko. Pero hindi pala. NILINLANG niya ko. Ahahahaha. Ang tanga kasi ng jeep. Hindi alam kung saan pupunta.
WAHAHAHAHAHA. Pero nakauwi naman ako. Napahaba nga lang.

GRADUATION.

[currently listenin to: NEWS]

Ok. So graduation ko kahapon.
Whatyaknow?! ALUMNI na kami!!! Haha.

Omgahd. Ang tanda ko na. A
nyway... Nung umaga...ang nagplantsa ng hair ko is Ate Liezl and then I did my horrible make-up. hehe.

Pero the hair was fine...minadali, pero umeffect siya after.
So sa graduation, Mommy Lita, Carlos, and Mama were with me. I dunno. Humabol na lang ang Papa ko and I don't really know what time siya nakarating dun.

Pagdating ko nga dun nagkagulo-gulo pa ako dun sa flower thingy e...haha..wala lang....nagkaroon ng confusion kung kailangan ba or hindi...

In fairness, di ako umiyak nung graduation. It was just another day.
Napaluha lang talaga ako dun sa speeches nina Aimes and Armand (whoo! both may special mention ako. haha) Pero definitely, no crying.

Ang weird ng feeling noh, but I have a freakin' diploma!
Sorry, ngayon lang ako grumaduate....nung grade school kasi hindi so......ayun.

I could also proudly say na ang hot ng mama ko that day. Parang "in your face!" sa mga nagpasuot ng gown/barong sa parents....haha....hmmmm....
Si Papa nga lang, nanggulat naman with his uber green cargo-ish top. O well.....it was fine.

Wala nga lang si Binay nung graduation. Sayang yung nirehearse na pag-upo after niyang "supposedly" sabihing "Maaari na kayong umupo"....DUN nagkagulo. Haha.

So.........
after ng graduation...
Muntik na akong sakalin ng nanay ko coz ang gulo ko daw: hindi ako makapagdecide kung kakain or what. Siyempre ako gusto kong maglunch di ba? (Graduation Lunch?) Ayaw nga lang ni mommy sumama coz may pupuntahan pa daw siya. So we settled for ITALLIANNI's na lang sa Bonifacio High Street.

Mygahd. ANG LALAKI ng servings nila. Mamatay-matay na ako after sa kabusugan. But even if it was so expensive, IT WAS WORTH IT. Damn! Masarap talaga.

So kung mayroon man sa inyo na gustong manglibre sa Itallianni's, pwedeng-pwede ako! haha! Anytime pwede....basta ba treat niyo e.

Hoy! Ang hirap ubusin ng dish na yan a. Tapos the drinks were the size of pitchers! San ka pa?!?! Haha.


Anyway...

CONGRATULATIONS BATCH 2008!!!

Sign kayo sa "dedication book" ko ha...

[currently listenin to: Jeffrey Osborne]

Hala...nafeefeel niyo na ba na this is it na?? Na gagraduate na tayo? Na matatapos na ang high school life natin? Na magkakahiwalay na tayo? Oh my. Oonga noh. Well...paksyet naman. Ilang beses ko na ba narinig yun. Haha.

Anyway, totoo naman e. This is it na nga. Nagpapractice na nga tayo ng graduation e. Even though practices really suck dahil bilad na bilad talaga kami sa araw. Even though we still here the same rantings and crap every day. Ilang araw na lang.

I have some pics from our practices. Hehehe...wala lang...I just want to show you how it all looks like in my eyes (tse!)...

Hehehe...tsan..tsananan tantan...tsan..tsananantsan...wahaha....ok...imaginin niyo na lang yun.

Tapos...pag may announcement naman si Ma'am Gonzales...or if she has anything to say...ganyan naman ang mga itsura niyo....

Memoooooriiiies...sniff....
Kakaasar naman noh...
I am really gonna miss this.
Yun naman talaga yon e. I don't really care about the actual school, what's more important and more precious to me is my friends.
(tama ba?)

My batch mates...the people I see every day. The people I talk to every day, the people na pinapalo ko yung pwet o kaya hinahalikan ko. Hehehe

Oonga pala. I have this REALLY REALLY big scrapbook. Think about your message na. With your message, may nakadikit dun na picture natin....kaya people, make it long and meaningful without all the annoying cliches.....o'ryt? I'm counting on you...

Haay nako! Watdahell?!?!

[currently listenin to: Mika]

Damnit!! Hindi niyo ba ako naiintindihan?!
Ang mahirap diyan e may nagagalit back pero hindi naman alam kung bakit nagagalit e.

Kasi...si Slave Bitch talaga oo!!

Anyway...I ask you, WHY ARE YOU EVEN ANGRY? WHAT'S MAKING YOU SO MAD?

Kapag nasagot niyo yun nang matino, ok fine. Magaling.
But I doubt it. I don't think you even have a good reason.

Mygahd. Look at it this way. If you didn't have a problem with us in the first place, you wouldn't act so angry with us kung hindi namin kayo pinapansin, or hindi niyo rin kami 'hindi papansinin'. You WOULD ask us what the hell is wrong with us, kung bakit kami nagkaganoon. But NO, hindi yun ang nangyari. You had a very negative response, that only means that you already had a problem with us.

O c'mon. You all know me. I wouldn't be this concerned kung wala akong reason, right? You know me. I know you do.

(Hoy, Slave Bitch! Tandaan mo sinabi ko sayo.)

Kaya don't act like you were the saints of the century, damnit.

I wouldn't stick with people na hindi ko naman masakyan. That is already MY problem. But the way you make us feel so left out is not really a good thing, is it? Now that is YOUR problem.

Bitches! Kung kailan graduation?!?

[currently listenin to: 21 Best Philippine Folk Dances]

Intro muna:

True friends...
...don't make you feel left out.
...will always ask you if something is wrong when it's noticeable.
...don't keep secrets from you.
...say that you're already being a bitch in front of your face when you're actually already being one.

WARNING: Lots of profanity ahead.

Who the hell do you think you are?! I dunno what's wrong with you people!!
(Well....wag nang magulat if you're actually reading about yourselves coz, c'mon, you expected something like this in here already)

Grabeh! Ang kapal naman ng mga mukha...kung kailan graduation na!?

I dunno what the hell happened, ba't bigla kayong nagbago. But if you have something to tell me, SAY IT IN FRONT OF MY FACE! Hindi yung isinasantabi niyo lang kami.

Baka hindi MO lang kasi alam kung ano ang feeling ng palaging naleleft-out! Well, it sucks! Alam mo namang makisiksik pa kami sa grupong hindi naman namin masakyan!

How dare you point out pa na hindi lahat ng bagay nasasakyan. Sa inyo, wala talaga kaming masakyan. Akala ko kasi, SLOW lang ako kaya binabale-wala ko lang. Well, hindi lang pala ako. O c'mon....

I have ears, you know. And the things that I'm hearing are all BULLSHIT!! Mahiya nga kayo. What did I do to you?! WE don't deserve this.

Sa iba, akala ko hindi kayo makitid mag-isip....mali pala ako. I'm sorry, but this is all BULLCRAP.

Ano daw? Kami ang humihiwalay??! Well, think about it. BAKIT KAMI HIHIWALAY? Ano yun, trip-trip lang namin??!

I don't want to end like this...full of shit! Grabeh, nakakagigil talaga. Ugali mo, hindi na maganda. Can you blame us for acting this way? Yung nagtatampo?

Yung necklace thing. Sabihin na nating mababaw. Pero masakit rin yun sa part namin. Parang wala lang kami. Kasama niyo kami dun noong nag-uusap pa lang kayo, hindi ba masakit yun, yung maiwan?

Nagoover-react ba ako? Baka? But you wouldn't know that, would you? Kasi you don't know how it feels to be left out.

Yesterday, I was just testing kung iimbitahin niyo man lang kami sa little circle NIYO. E hindi e, lumayo kami ng kaunti tapos...WALA LANG.

It gives me the feeling na, kung nawala man kami, WALA LANG. Parang life is so much better. Kami ang mga kasama niyo araw-araw for crying out loud, tapos you give me this crap about not everything is nasasakyan?!

Hindi naman kayo ganyan dati. Nabigla ako dito. Grabeh. After ko kayong patulugin sa bahay namin and after niyong mag-iiiyak nung recollection. UGALI MO, tignan mo lang kung maganda.

Hindi kami humiwalay, guys. You were just leaving us out in a way na...sobra-sobra na. Hindi niyo siguro makita kung gaano ka-insensitive yun, noh?

I'm not angry. I'm not mad. I'm just really disappointed.....really....disappointed.

Prom 2008

[currently listenin to: Giselle]

Prom.

My last high school prom.

O whattanight that was...

People were gorgeous, of course, but let's face it. The prom was like the faculty's prom.

The music. Don't even get me started.
Kung hindi pangmatanda yung music, pang-ati-atihan...

What was that about? Alam ko may sinubmit na list ng songs yung mga people for the prom, db? And I am so sure hindi yun yon.

Anyway...sayang, it could have been better. Pano naman kasi noh, 10:00 na nagstart yung actual dancing. Ibig sabihin, ilang oras yung ceremony? Mygahd. 10 na nagstart tapos we were supposed to end at midnight. So 2 hours na lang yung dancing part. And most of that was the oldie and the ati-atihan music...

Haaaay....puro reklamo noh?

Sayang. Ako pa naman ang muse ng MMDA noong gabing iyon. Haaaaaay....
Haha

Anyway...the turn-over thingy went kinda well. My 3-sentence speech did it. Haha. And ang tagal na nakasindi yung candle ha, in fairness.

Food: uhm...ok lang siguro. Matigas nga lang yung meat. Sabi nila beef daw, pork kaya yun. Tsaka natuwa naman ako sa "cream of hotdog" (named by Val and co.), ang daming nagreact dun. Haha

Venue: Mas maganda siya sa last year, pero mas masikip. Ayos lang...at least nakasayaw ang cotillion dun kahit papaano.

Whatta-weekend

[currently listenin to: Fall Out Boy]

Did I just say I was listening to FOB? Whoa....hehe...well, I am.
Nagulat nga si Ian coz meron rin daw pala akong "kantang pantao" sa iPod ko.

Howdarethat?!?
Hindi ba pantao si Tchaikovsky, Arashi, Minkus, Otsuka Ai, Bayer, and George Benson?

I like jazz, ballet music, and Jpop....pantao naman yun a...hindi niyo nga lang type.
Pati sa make-up, hindi rin pantao...

Sorry a...hanggang stage make-up lang ang alam ko e.
Pinagpraktisan ko si Rhenee kanina, and she just ended up looking like she'll dance Nutcracker or sumthin...o well.......I can't do everythin, can I?

Okay...super busier (eh?!) ang last few days ko...
Friday hanggang 8:30 kami sa school because of all the practices for the prom...
Saturday, I went to the ortho to get my braces adjusted...

O look! Whatyaknow....bago na naman ang ortho ko. Pumunta kasi si Tito Bitoy sa US last year and he said he'll be gone for 2 months lang....BOOM! Hanggang ngayon, wala pa rin, hindi pa bumabalik. Kaya ayun...naghanap ako ng iba....namumulok na toh noh (not literally)


Sunday...went to class then I watched Le Corsaire. Teacher Mai was amazing as always, palaging effortless...hehe. Loved it. Idol ko si ALI. Ang macho. Haha.

Well kahit kanino namang Le Corsaire, favorite ko talaga si ALI. Wahaha. Wala lang.

Teacher Mai was Medora, Niño Guevarra was Conrad, Ate Viela was Gulnara, and Roduardo Ma was ALI.

Hehe, I wanted to see Gerardo Francisco as Ali rin pero too bad this was the last show of the season...(Aaaaaw..)

Anyway, ALI rocks! AHAHAHA.....adik.

Woohoo...
Monday...haaay nako
Classmates, alam ko may practice tayo kanina a...ba't 7 lang ang dumating kanina??? Huh?!?!

Sana man lang nagrereply kayo, e hindi. Malay ko ba....wala tuloy kaming nagawa, kumain na lang kami ng lunch, nanood ng DVD ng Alvin and the Chipmunks, then nagorder sa McDo para kumain uli.

Haay nako....Newton talaga oo!! Pasalamat kayo hindi bukas yung Seniors Fest (ata).

Bonzo? Ikaw ba yan?

[currently listenin to: Renee Olstead]

Hey! Whatyaknow! May internet na ako! Pero paputol-putol pa rin. And naka-Firefox na ako ngayon. My Internet Explorer is like going crazy right now so....wala...hindi na siya magamit.

Yung Yahoo Messenger! Hindi ko na talaga ma-install!!! HELP!!! Waaaah! Ang hirap ng buhay nang walang YM....lalo na pag may group project.

Speaking of group project... ang dami talagang naglilitanya about their sorry lives when they're ALSO not thinking of the ones they're talking to...

Parang okay fine, we are also at fault but that gives you absolutely no right to say those kinds of stuff to us. It's unfair and unjust.

Anyway...
like whoah...next week na rin pala yung prom. Hindi pa nga tapos yung Last Dance (yung official na gagawin sa prom)...ang hirap buuin nang patagpi-tagpi...magulo. O well....

Yung Seniors Fest...
mygahd. Kakaasar kaya yung pagtataasan ka ng boses and ng kilay when you have absolutely no idea na may rules pala. Pwede namang magsabi ng maayos, hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit kailangang nakataas ang dalawang kilay.

Haay nako...
ang dami nang gagawin....
nafeefeel ko na siya ngayon...

Gusto ko nang grumaduate. Pero ayaw ko pang magcollege.

Hehe. Pwede ba yun? (nakapag-confirm na ako ng slot though)

Anyway...si Bonzo o...hehe. Wala lang.

Oh! yeah, before I forget..

THANK YOU, Tito Randy!!! For sending the POINTE SHOES!!

Makakapag-class na uli ako nang maayos! Hehehe....pointe class, BM, here I come...again! Hehehehe...

Happy Valentine's Day to all!

[currently listenin to: Natalie]

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

my gahd...isang buwan ata ako hindi nakapagblog....or nakapaginternet nang maayos even.
kasi...this stupid browser, this stupid connection.

Pag walang internet....wala rin ako. Hehe. Tulog na lang. Wala na kasing pwedeng gawin...haay.

Anyway...
to the thank you's!!

ehem...
I want to thank Rey and Martin for making a really big effort in giving me gifts this Valentine's. I never really expected anything BIG, but the things you gave me were.....well.....BIG.

hehe.

basta.
THANK YOU so much.

New Look? nah...New Banner lang....haha

[currently listenin to: my parents chatting in the background]

NEW LOOK??

NAAAH! New banner lang. In fairness, ang tagal ko kayang ginawa yan....yan lang. Haha.

I'm supposed to be studying...but I'm not. Kakatamad mag-aral sa Values ha. Tapos El. Math....alam ko namang hindi ko talaga alam yun...wala rin akong marereview dun. Uhm...computer...coding (oh no!) and English....well...pwede na rin.

I really can't wait for graduation. Gusto ko nang lumayas dito!

I don't wanna be separated from my friends....I just want to leave this crazy place!

It's not even recommendable anymore, in my opinion.

Siiiiiiigh....

my gahd.

Speaking of new look...

Sinabihan rin ako ni Sir Vidallo nun kanina...wala lang...coz nakaglasses ako ngayon (naduduling na talaga ako for some reason).

Note: Grade 2 pa ako, nakasalamin na ako....AYAW ko lang talagang suotin. Ayaw ko naman kasi ng nagsusuot ng salamin noh...not my thing. Kaya lang lately, I needed it, e hindi ko na kamata yung glasses ko so I had to get a new one. Kahapon ko lang nakuha, kanina ko lang sinuot sa school...

Tapos ang dami ko nang title: Betty la Eka, Eka la Fea, Ma'am, Mano Po Lola, Nerdy Person, Anong Kalandian Yan...haay why?!

Then si Lovely rin kanina. Haha...noong uwian...dinaanan lang ako. Parang hindi ata ako nakita (or nakilala?) Basta...hindi namansin.

Haha. Pati yung isang guy sa lower year. Muntik nang may itanong sa akin, napagkamalan ata ako na kaklase niya or sumthin...

Haha.

Ano ba yan? It's not than big of a change naman a.

O well....

Ang Laki Kaya ng Problema Ko...

[currently listenin to: Yoon Jae-Ha]

OH. MY. GAHD.

Ang mga dilemma ko....juiceko.
Hehe.
Ayaaaan, kasi....ang daming pinagtestan...tulooy....hindi ko alam ko saan ako pupunta. Haha

(Ang yabang naman)

Lahat pala ng pinagtestan ko...nakapasa ako.
Just found out yesterday na I passed the UPCAT....nakuha ko rin ang first choice ko (BS Biology, UP Manila)
Juiceko.

Oh....and congrats nga pala to those who passed the UPCAT!

So ang problema ko ito:
I passed ATENEO.
I passed UP.

I also passed LA SALLE.

UST (no offense) pero tinanggal ko na sa choices ko coz I don't think it's a good choice na anyway. Sa layo pa lang sa bahay namin problema na e...yung population pa kaya.
Ang La Salle...although hindi pa lumalabas yung results sa Financial Aid, tinanggal ko na rin sa choices ko because parang hindi ko ata kakayanin ang trimester.

Anyways...SO
I got the 100% scholarship nga in Ateneo.
I passed naman UP.

So where the hell am I gonna go?! Haha
Ewan ko ba...
nanghihinayang lang siguro ako dun sa scholarship. Kasi para ka nga namang nagtapon ng P100, 000 db?
Sa UP naman...dun maganda (?) pag magmemedicine ka...

So ito:
SURVEY tayo...

SAAN NINYO MAS GUSTO AKO MAPUNTA? UP MANILA or ATENEO??

Go! Ilagay ninyo mga answers niyo sa comment (sa baba).

I PASSED the ACET!!!

[currently listenin to: Loveholic]

Waaah!! I PASSED THE ACET!!!

Potek na....dinugo-dugo ako dun kaya ang weird....ahaha
Nagbukas kasi ako ng Multiply and una kong nakita si Gundy screaming that she passed the ACET and she got her first choice. [Congrats, Gundy! And other people who passed the ACET}

Etoh pa....sa scholarships/financial aid thingy...nakalagay 100TF!!
Meaning 100% Tuition and Fees [?!?]

Bongga!!

And...nakapasa na rin ako sa La Salle, hindi ko pa nga lang alam kung may financial aid or wala.

My GULAY!!
May future na ako!! At least!
HINDI NA AKO TAMBAY!!!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

UP pa...UP pa!!!
juiceko.

Reaction ko lang dito sa Ateneo: ang layo kasi e. Ang hirap kayang magcommute. Tsaka ang layo rin sa Donada (haha). Kaya UP (or La Salle) sana. And hindi ko mareach ang level ng mga people dun. POOR lang po kami.
I'm so thankful kaya dun sa 100TF na yun!! (Thank you, LORD!!! Thanks, Gabby!)

ahihihihihihihihihihihi.

ONE MORE THING:
Tapos ko na yung SPRING WALTZ!! ILoveIt!!! haha.
Ang BITCHY bitchy lang nga talaga ng Song Lee-Na na yun! PWEH!

I love the OST btw.

2008 na!!

[currently listenin to: Acel Bisa]

ang kasalukuyang ikinaaadikan: Spring Waltz

well...nung bakasyon marami rin akong natapos na series noh...hehe...lalo na Yamada Taro (woohoo!)

Ano nga bang napala ko sa Christmas break ko?:

• I learned how to drive (manual AND automatic) - woohoo!!
• I earned a lot (lalo na yung 1000 sa pagtaas ko lang ng paa ko...hehe)
• araw-araw ako nasa Heritage Park visiting Gabby, of course
• matanda na ako sa Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life Special Edition (oh my...but I'm filthy rich naman! Hah!)
• namulok ang cellphone ko (wala na namang silbi, napuno na lang ng pictures ko uli)
• May ATM na ako (yeh! I have my very own "personality" na, as Papa says it)
• Nadiscover ko na palagi akong nakatapak sa clutch (or hindi tumatapak sa clutch) - oi, minsan lang naman
• araw-araw ako naglilinis ng tae ng rabbit (masaya naman ako)
• nangalawang ang buong katawan ko dahil sa lack ng ballet this season (oh my! patay na sa susunod)
• Got new pairS of pants! (wahaha! after ilang years)
• Made sushi (people were impressed coz hindi ko siya pinag-aralan...purong TALENT lang talaga..hah!)
• Sawang-sawa na naman sa mukha ko yung computer dahil araw-araw akong nakababad dito (thanks to Crunchyroll and other sites)

Mahilig pala ako sa lists....pero it's an easier way to tell you what I did this vacation.

Wala akong nagawang schoolwork or sumthin similar....I just had a major BREAK from school, or you can say, major break from using my brain.

Sarap ng nakahilata lang noh....can't wait till I graduate!

grabeh..ilang araw na lang...Pasko na!

[currently listenin to: Michael Jackson]

wahahaha....sabi nga ni Gundy....it's been like forever since I lasted posted on my blog...
super marami nang nangyari..like:

• Musical Play: Wendy (didn't go as I planned but still...IV-Newton did a good job)
• English Week (wala lang...nanalo Newton sa Music Video [yay!] and nanalo rin sa Icar [2nd place] sa Bookmark Making Contest...hehe)
• Ballet Manila's The Nutcracker (yes...miraculously nakasama ako...and it was my first performance with the actual company [kahit Parent at Horsewoman lang]
• Student Week: Switch Days (student teacher in English again...pero si Aimes, last year ko na nga, hindi pa ako ginawang Best Student Teacher...haha...peash!)
• 40 Days ni Gabby (nilipat na siya sa Heritage Park...if you want, you could visit her sa Pavilion)
• Namatay si Kuning I...(don't ask...)
• May pumalit na kay Kuning (yay!)

Tomorrow....Christmas Party na!!

wahaha..bilis noh...after nun...Battle of the Bands and Dance Nights...omgahd...last na toh, pipol...last na...sana memorable...wahaha...anyhoo...

I'm gonna post na lng some pictures later na lang...